A Note From Borneo

Stardust

2008-07-03T23:33:00.000-07:00

Suda tingu Stardust - donlod online jak...bukan pn siok tomod..buring jg here and there. Pas 2 byk ikut2 style Harry Potter - I think shooting location mmg tpt Harry Potter shoot jg pn. Pas 2 Claire Danes mcm nda ngam jak jadi the star - indada charisma dia 2, cold jak dia py acting...patut bg c Kristin Kreuk ka, Claire Forlani ka...sb muka c Claire Danes pyla rigid! Dua jam ninguk mcm 5 jam jak, bgs lg tu budak2 sana Harry Potter balakon lg idup lakonan derang. Tp c Sienna Miller sana btl2 gaya slut - on film or reality sama jak dia - SLUT! No wonder kana bg watak sampingan yg 1,2 kali jak kuar

Yg ganjil mo 20 thn berlalu some characters sana nda pdi berubah...especially yg penjaga 'The wall' tu & mama c Tristan...pas 2 baju pn itu2 kunu nda pdi kuyak/luntur/rumomuk

Nda jgla rugi nda tgu d cinema, nasib sd tingu online, klu nda rugi beli DVD dia...

P/s Jan blame sa nda tgu d cinema or buy ori DVD, filem jenis ni mmg bukan masterpiece pn - no value to keep for the sake of collectible

Politics Makes Me Prejudice

2008-07-03T22:51:00.000-07:00

Anwar Ibrahim sodomised Saiful Bukhari vs Najib Abdul Razak had anal intercourse with Altantuya Shariibu?
How long should these sodomy allegation must torture our mind?
And if they truly are indeed bisexual shouldn't they seek treatment?
And if those allegations are just politic conspiracy shouldn't they supposed to be ashamed they betray the people's mandate to rule the country?

But I can smell something is fishy looking those photos of Saiful Bukhari after his police report. How can somebody look so confident and proud if it's true he was sodomised? Isn't he supposed to appear traumatized and humiliated? Looks like this Saiful boy is really a great actor!

Why oh why..you politicians should keep messing around like those kindergarten kids quarelling for some stumpy crayons!

Ikut-ikut dan Diikut-ikut Tapi Tia Terikut-Ikut

2008-06-20T09:46:00.000-07:00

01. Your name : Ruzi
02. Hobbies : Creativity
03. Gender : Female
04. Religion : I-believe-in-karma
05. School/work : School of Lifetime/Freelance
06. Height : My-dignity
07. Horoscope : Cancer
08. Skin Color : Fair
09. Email : ruz_i@yahoo.com
10. Your no hp : 016-XXXXXXX
11. Hair color : Brownish-black
12. Eye colour : Dark brown
13. Hair length : Tiara-of-mine
14. Right or left handed : Right handed
15. Status : Single but not available
16. Eye shape : Big and snobbish
17. Last 3 digit of your mobile no : XXX
18. When is your Birthday : 1st July
19. Fav.Song : Nature
20. Fav. Film : Studio Ghibli's
21. Tried smoking : Good Lord!
22. Drink alcohol : Few sips
23. Been hurt emotionally : Really, really deep till I question the meaning of my existence
24. Kept a secret from anyone: There's nothing so confidential about me
25. Been on stage : Yes
[ [ Favorites ] ]
26. Color : Gold, yellow & peach
27. Food : Cheesecakes
28. Club : Belong to nobody
29. Number : 3 & 7
30. Cartoons : Studio Ghibli's
31. Actor : How do I explain all these animation characters?
32. Song : Nature
33. Movie : -Refer above-
34. Subject : English, Literature, Social Studies & Biology
35. Band : A group of chicadas?
[ [ Rite now , , , ] ]
36. Wearing : T-shirt & pant
37. Hairstyle : Comb or uncombed, you won't notice
38. Looking at: Subjects
39. Thinking of : Words
40. Listening to : Sound
41. Love : = F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P
42. Faith : Optimist
43. Yourself : Whatever
44. Ghost : Ghost of envy
45. Angels : Angels of patience
[ [ in the Last 24 hours , , , ] ]
46. Worn jeans : Nope
47. Cleaned your room : Nope
48. Cried : In my heart
49. Met someone new : In my imagination
50. Last person I talk to on the phone : Norbert
[ [ love life ] ]
51. Do you believe in love : Love is Life
52. Have a secret admirer : Anyone?
53. Do you wanna get married : Sooner
55. How old you wanna be when you get married : Old enough to raise children
56. How old you wanna be when you have your kid : Young enough to understand them
57. How many kids do you want : The less the merrier
58. Would you have kids before marriage : Nope
59. Do you have a crush : Yup
60. What do you want most in a relationship : Security
61. Pink or Black : Depends
62. Kiss or hug : Hug
63. Summer or winter : Winter
64. Sunny or rainy : Rainy
65. Chocolate or vanilla : Vanilla
66. Hanging out or chilling : Hanging out to chill
67. Music or TV : Music
68. Hamburger or Pizza : Pizza
69. Smile or Laughing : Laughing
70. Sleeping or eating : Eating
71. McDonald's or KFC : KFC
72. Silver or gold : Gold
73. Sunset or sunrise : Sunrise
74. On phone or in person : Vis-a-vis
75. Diamonds or Pearls : Diamonds
76. Adidas or puma : None
77. Band members or models: No one
78. Local or international Artist : International
79. Sneakers or boots : Sneakers
80. Jack Daniels or Chivas Regal : Err, Chivas Regal?
81. Dunhill or Marlboro : None
82. Clubbing or live music : Live Music
83. Johnny Depp or Brad Pitt : *sigh*
84. Angelina Jolie or Kate Hudson: Angelina Jolie
85. Colossal/epic or romantic comedy : Colossal/epic
86. BMW or Ferrari : Ferrari
88. Incubus or maroon 5 : Both sucks
90. Long haired or bald : Just the standard haircut, plz
91. Pop or rock : Pop rock
92. Beach or mountain : Mountain
95. Nokia or Ericsson : Nokia
96. 311 or Hoobastank : Who are they?
97. Asia or America : Asia
98. Tattoo or piercing : Get 'em out of my sight, NOW!
99. Asia or Europe : Europe
100.Asking / answering : Asking the answering

Things Only Mom Can Teach

2008-06-20T09:28:00.000-07:00

My Mother taught me about ANTICIPATION:
“Just wait until your father gets home.”

My Mother taught me about RECEIVING:.
“You are going to get it when we get home!”

My Mother taught me to MEET A CHALLENGE:
“What were you thinking? Answer me when I talk to you… Don’t talk back to me!”

My Mother taught me LOGIC:
“Because I said so, that’s why.”
“If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you’re not going to the store with me.”

My Mother taught me MEDICAL SCIENCE:
“If you don’t stop crossing your eyes, they are going to freeze that way.”

My Mother taught me to THINK AHEAD:
“If you don’t pass your spelling test, you’ll never get a good job.”

My Mother taught me ESP:
“Put your sweater on; don’t you think I know when you’re cold?”

My Mother taught me HUMOR:
“When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don’t come running to me.”

My Mother taught me how to BECOME AN ADULT:
“If you don’t eat your vegetables, you’ll never grow up.”

My Mother taught me about SEX:
“How do you think you got here?”

My Mother taught me about GENETICS:
“You’re just like your father.”

My Mother taught me about my ROOTS:
“Do you think you were born in a barn?”

My Mother taught me about WISDOM OF AGE:
“When you get to be my age, you will understand.”

My Mother taught me about JUSTICE:
“One day you’ll have kids, and I hope they turn out just like you.
Then you’ll see what it’s like.”

My mother taught me RELIGION:
“You better pray that will come out of the carpet.”

My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL:
“If you don’t straighten up, I’m going to knock you into the middle of next week!”

My mother taught me FORESIGHT:
“Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you’re in an accident.”

My mother taught me IRONY:
“Keep crying and I’ll *give* you something to cry about.”

My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS:
“Shut your mouth and eat your supper!”

My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM:
“Will you *look* at the dirt on the back of your neck!”

My mother taught me about STAMINA:
“You’ll sit there until all that spinach is finished.”

My mother taught me about WEATHER:
“It looks as if a tornado swept through your room.”

My mother taught me how to solve PHYSICS PROBLEMS:
“If I yelled because I saw a meteor coming toward you, would you listen then?”

My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY:
“If I’ve told you once, I’ve told you a million times: Don’t Exaggerate!!

My mother taught me THE CIRCLE OF LIFE:
“I brought you into this world, and I can take you out.”

My mother taught me about BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION:
“Stop acting like your father!”

My mother taught me about ENVY:
“There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don’t have wonderful parents like you do!”

All About Eve

2008-06-20T09:01:00.000-07:00

WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST
She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee.
Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box.
Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week.
Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl.
And her husband is on the back of the milk carton.

WOMEN'S REVENGE
"Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase.
As she fumbled for her wallet I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse.
"So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked.
"No," she replied, " but my husband refused to come shopping with me,
and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally."

UNDERSTANDING WOMEN
(A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE)
I know I'm not going to understand women.
I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax,
pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root,
and still be afraid of a spider.

MARRIAGE SEMINAR
While attending a Marriage Seminar dealing with communication,
Tom and his wife Grace listened to the instructor,
"It is essential that husbands and wives know each other's likes and dislikes."
He addressed the man, "Can you name your wife's favorite flower?"
Tom leaned over, touched his wife's arm gently and whispered, "It's Pillsbury, isn't it?

CIGARETTES AND TAMPONS
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up and down the aisles.
The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him.
He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife.
She directs him down the correct aisle.
A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton
balls and a ball of string on the counter.
She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife?
He answers, " You see, it's like this,
yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes,
and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling
papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much cheaper.
So, I figure if I have to roll my own .......... so does she.
( I figure this guy is the one on the milk carton! )

WIFE VS. HUSBAND
A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.
An earlier discussion had led to an argument and
neither of them wanted to concede their position.
As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs,
the husband asked sarcastically, "Relatives of yours?"
"Yep," the wife replied, "in-laws."

W O R D S
A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day... 30,000 to a man's 15,000.
The wife replied, "The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men... The husband then turned to his wife and asked, "What?"

CREATION
A man said to his wife one day, "I don't know how you can be
so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time.
" The wife responded, "Allow me to explain.
God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me;
God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you!

WHO DOES WHAT
A man and his wife were having an argument about who
should brew the coffee each morning.
The wife said, "You should do it, because you get up first,
and then we don't have to wait as long to get our coffee."
The husband said, " You are in charge of cooking around here and
you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my coffee."
Wife replies, "No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible
that the man should do the coffee."
Husband replies, "I can't believe that, show me."
So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament
and showed him at the top of several pages, that it indeed says.........."HEBREWS"

The Silent Treatment
A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight.
Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper,
"Please wake me at 5:00 AM." He left it where he knew she would find it.
The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM
and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and
see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up."
Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.

God may have created man before woman,
but there is always a rough draft before the masterpiece.

Joyful, Joyful, We Adore Thee

2008-06-19T00:46:00.000-07:00

1. Joyful, joyful, we adore thee,
God of glory, Lord of love;
hearts unfold like flowers before thee,
opening to the sun above.
Melt the clouds of sin and sadness;
drive the dark of doubt away.
Giver of immortal gladness,
fill us with the light of day!

2. All thy works with joy surround thee,
earth and heaven reflect thy rays,
stars and angels sing around thee,
center of unbroken praise.
Field and forest, vale and mountain,
flowery meadow, flashing sea,
chanting bird and flowing fountain,
call us to rejoice in thee.

3. Thou art giving and forgiving,
ever blessing, ever blest,
well-spring of the joy of living,
ocean depth of happy rest!
Thou our Father, Christ our brother,
all who live in love are thine;
teach us how to love each other,
lift us to the joy divine.

4. Mortals, join the mighty chorus
which the morning stars began;
love divine is reigning o'er us,
binding all within its span.
Ever singing, march we onward,
victors in the midst of strife;
joyful music leads us sunward,
in the triumph song of life.

Recipe

2008-06-16T00:53:00.000-07:00

Chicken Breast with Tobasco Bell Pepper Sauce

Bahan-bahan ( 2 Orang makan )

* -Ayam-
* 1/2 kg atau 2 keping Dada ayam
* Tepung Gandum
* Lada Hitam
* Garam
* -Sauce-
* 35g butter
* 1 biji Bell Pepper-potong dadu
* 1/2 sudu kecil tobasco sauce
* 1 cawan stok ayam
* 1 biji bawang besar-potong dadu
* Lada Hitam
* Garam

Cara-cara

1. Tabur Lada Hitam dan garam ke atas ayam. Biar selama 30minit.
2. Salut ayam dengan tepung gandum.
3. Panaskan frying pan dengan sedikit minyak, goreng ayam bila minyak dah panas.
4. Sementara ayam tengah masak, panaskan sauce pan, masuk butter. Ayam tadi jangan lupa! kalau dah brown bleh set aside.
5. Butter dah cair, goreng bawang, bell pepper, stok ayam, tobasco sauce, lada hitam dan garam.
6. Tuang kan sauce atas ayam td...

Black Pepper Chicken Chop
Bahan-bahan ( 2 orang )

* *UNTUK DIPERAP*
* 2 paha ayam (kalo suke, debone kan. kalo malas, biar je tulang nye)
* 2 ulas bawang putih (cincang)
* 1 cm halia (cincang)
* 1/2 sudu teh serbuk lada hitam
* 2 sudu besar sos cili
* 1 sudu besar sos tomato
* 1 sudu besar sos Lee & Perrins
* 1 sudu besar kicap manis
* 1 sudu besar kicap masin
* 1 sudu besar sos tiram
* 1 sudu besar madu
* garam secukup rasa
* *SOS BLACK PEPPER*
* 1/2 botol sos lada hitam
* 2-3 sudu besar sos tiram
* 3-4 cendawan butang (cincang)
* 1/2 biji bawang besar (cincang)
* garam/gula secukup rasa

Cara-cara

1. gaulkan ayam dengan bahan perapan dan biarkan semalaman. Cucuk-cucukkan ayam dengan garfu supaya bahan perapan dpt diserap dengan elok.
2. selepas diperap semalaman, sediakan non-stick pan untuk tujuan menggoreng ayam. Goreng dengan minyak yg sedikit saja dan tutupkan pan sehingga ayam dah separuh masak.
3. balik-balikkan ayam sehingga masak (tapi jgn terlalu masak agar ayam tetap juicy).
4. lebihan bahan perapan tadi boleh la dijadikan sos utk dituangkan ke atas ayam yg dah siap.
5. tapi kalo rase tak cukup je sos marinate tu, boleh sediakan sos black pepper nya spt yang tertera di atas.
6. caranya dengan memasak bahan2 sos black pepper selama satu minit dan adjust la kepekatannya dengan menambah sedikit air, garam dan gula secukup rasa.

Chicken Chop
Bahan-bahan ( 7 org makan )

* salut thigh join chicken tu dgn telur dan golek dlm bread crumb, goreng smp kekuningan atau smp ayam dah masak ok...
* Roux - ni untuk pekatkan kuah black pepper tu.. Ingredients: 3 sudu butter, 5-6 sudu tepung gandum
* Black Pepper Sauce ... Bawang besar - dicincang, Bawang putih - dicincang , Lada hitam - dikisar, Sos tiram, HP bbq sauce Honey, Kicap pekat - 2 sudu, Garam, 4 sudu ROUX, Air
* Sautee Vegetables... Carrot, Brocolli Air + Ketulan ais, Bawang besar - hiris Butter, Serbuk black pepper

Cara-cara

1. Roux - Cairkan butter, kacau cepat2 tepung gandum smp jd bergumpal..Siap...
2. Black Pepper Sauce 1. Tumis bahan cincang, masukkan lada hitam, sos tiram, bbq sauce dan honey..kacau smp masak. 2. Masukkan kicap pekat dan air. Biar didih.. 3. Masukkan ROUX dan kacau smp pekat..ikut la nak pekat camane ok...siap..
3. Sautee Vege 1. Celur sayur2 dlm lebih kurang 1 minit, tos dan cpt2 masukkan dlm air ais tu... 2. Tumis bawang dgn butter, masukkan sayur2, kacau cepat2, gaul dgn black pepper..

Chicken pepper steak
Bahan-bahan ( 2 org makan )

* 2 kpg isi ayam(bah Dada yang siap dilapah)
* sos lada hitam
* -mayonis
* -mushroom(ikut selera)
* -1 sudu teh serbuk lada
* -minyak masak/jagung
* -2 sudu butter
* -4 ulas bawang putih di cincang
* hiasan
* -kentang goreng
* -timun
* -tomato

Cara-cara

1. Ayam:- perapkan isi ayam dengan lada hitam ,sos lea &Perrins dan minyak jagung. Biarkan selama 15 minit
2. Kuah:- Tumiskan bawang puth yg dicincang dengan butter
3. masukkan mushroom dan biarkan dalam 4 minit
4. kemudian masukkan lada hitam yang diblend bersama mayonis
5. untuk menambahkan aroma masukkan sesudu teh sos lea&perrins dan sedikit susu cair
6. biarkan mendidih dan tuangkan keatas ayam yang siap dibakar
7. hiaskan steak anda dengan kentang goreng,tomato,timun

Ayam Paprik
Bahan-bahan ( 2 orang )

* 1/2 ekor ayam
* [ Bahan kisar ]
* 1 inci kunyit
* 2 batang serai
* 10 biji cili padi
* 3-4 ulas bawang putih
* 1 inci lengkuas
* sedikit belacan
* [ Bahan hias ]
* 4 helai daun limau purut
* 1/2 biji bawang besar dihiris nipis
* sedikit garam, gula dan perisa
* 1 keping asam keping

Cara-cara

1. Bersih ayam dan potong kecik-kecik. Lumurkan dengan sedikit garam.
2. Goreng ayam sehingga separuh masak
3. Tumis bahan-bahan yang dikisar sehingga garing
4. Masukkan ayam, asam keping, daun limau purut, bawang besar, garam, gula dan perisa serta sedikit air.
5. Masak sehingga ayam masak sepenuhnya

Rosemary Lemon Chicken Grilled
Bahan-bahan ( 4 org makan )

* 1 ekor ayam sederhana
* 2 biji lemon
* 3 sudu rosemarry (kering,blh dibeli dikedai)
* 3 ulas bawang putih
* 3 sudu minyak zaitun (olive oil)
* sedikit garam

Cara-cara

1. Lemon direbus sehingga lembut kulitnya.
2. Selepas itu ambil lemon yang direbus tadi cucuk cucuk kan dengan garfu dan sumbatkan lemon tersebut didalam ayam tadi.
3. Bawang putih ditumbuk bersama rosemarry sehingga lumat.
4. Gaulkan bahan yang ditumbuk tadi dengan minyak zaitun dan sedikit garam.
5. Lumurkan bahan yg digaul tadi pada ayam dan biarkan selama 15 minit sebelum dibakar
6. Bakar dalam oven selama 1 jam atau sehingga ayam masak.

Daging beefsteak
Bahan-bahan ( 3-4 orang makan )

* 1/2 kilo daging batang pinang
* 3 sudu besar tomato sos
* 3 sudu besar cili sos
* 3 susu besar sos tiram
* 3 sudu besar kicap manis
* 1 biji telur
* serbuk lada putih
* sayur campur untuk dimasuk dalam kuah
* 2 biji kentang potong ikut suka
* bawang, minyak

Cara-cara

1. Goreng kentang, angkat.
2. Daging potong nipis kemudian ketuk-ketukkan dgn pisau biar lagi nipis.
3. Dalam mangkuk Campurkan semua sos tadi, telur yang sudah diketuk dan lada putih. kacau sebati, masukkan daging peramkan sekejap dalam 5 min.
4. Panaskan sedikit minyak, goreng daging tadi hingga garing kemudian angkat.
5. Tumis bawang, masukkan lebihan bahan peram daging tadi, sayur campur, kentang goreng dan daging goreng tadi. Kacau sekejap, angkat dan hidang. (kalau nak kuah lebih tambahkan air sedikit jangan lupa letak garam sikit takut tawar). Makan panas2 sedap.

Stir Fried Black Pepper Beef
Bahan-bahan ( 4 org )

* 200g daging batang pinang- potong nipis
* 2 st lada hitam-tumbuk kasar
* 1 inci halia- potong memanjang
* 3 sb sos tiram
* 1 sb kicap
* 1/2 st gula
* 1 labu bawang besar- potong bulat
* 1 st tepung jagung
* Air

Cara-cara

1. Perap daging dengan lada hitam dan gula.
2. Panaskan 2 sudu minyak dlam kuali. masukkan halia. Kacau.
3. Masukkan daging yg diperap td. Kacau shg daging masak.
4. Masukkan pula sos tiram dgn sedikit air. masukkan kicap. Tunggu shg daging empuk.
5. Kacau tepung jagung dgn air. Tuang bancuhan dalam kuali. Kacau.
6. Masukkan hirisan bawang. Tutup api dan angkat untuk dihidang.

Beef Steak
Bahan-bahan ( 4 org )

* 4 keping daging
* 1/2 cawan jus halia
* 1/2 cawan air bawang putih
* 4 sudu besar lada hitam (dikisar atau boleh beli sos nya)
* 4 biji ubi kentang (dibuang kulit dan rebus)
* 10 biji tomato ceri
* beberapa helai daun salad
* black pepper sos
* 340 gm cili sos, 200 gm tomato sos
* 2 sudu kecil gula
* 6 cawan stok daging
* 6 ulas bawang putih, 5 cm halia (dikisar halus)
* cara membuat sos nya:- 1. tumis halia bersama bawang putih, kemudian masukkan sos cili, sos tomato, garam, gula & stok daging.
* untuk pekat kuah masukkan sedikit bancuhan tepung jagung.

Cara-cara

1. 1. keping daging diperap dengan jus halia, air bawang putih dan serbuk lada hitam selama 30 mins
2. panaskan kuali dan goreng daging yang diperap tadi tanpa minyak
3. setelah masak angkat dan masukkan didalam pinggan, hiaskan dgn tomato, ubi kentang & daun salad dan tuangkan sos black pepper diatas steak.

Daging blackpepper

Bahan-bahan ( 5 org makan )

* 250gm daging-dihiris
* 2 ulas bawang putih cincang
* 1 sudu besar kicap manis
* 1 sudu besar sos tiram
* 1 sudu besar lada hitam ditumbuk
* 1/2 biji capsicum
* 1 pokok daun bawang potong 1 in
* 1/2 biji bawang besar-dipotong2
* 1 biji tomato-dipotong2
* 2in halia dihiris panjang2
* sedikit air, garam(jika perlu)

Cara-cara

1. Tumis bawang putih, masukkan daging dan lada hitam. Biar daging empuk sedikit. jika perlu masuk air sedikit.
2. Masukkan sos tiram, kicap, capsicum, bawang besar, daun bawang, tomato, halia dan sedikit air.
3. Gaul sebati, rasakan garam dan angkat.

Courtesy of myresipi.com

10 Signs You Are The New Age Seventh-day Adventist

2008-05-26T05:06:00.000-07:00

1. You try as much as you can to attend the service every single Sabbath but when in uni you never even bother to ask your professor if you can skip the Saturday class although knowing the professor is a very flexible and considerate person

2. The elders give you that sharp-look when you wear make-up or mini-skirt to church service but their own spouse wears the brightest red cheap lipstick/nail polish.

3. All those don'ts/never/shall not rules only applies to food. Not in terms of material. As the member with posiest car will be treated like prophet even if they reach church at 11 am (not even enough to get the seat heated cause by the time they managed to find available seat, the sermon has already finished).

4. Seventh-day Adventist is your faith up until you finish your tertiary education, then you get 'the-job' you can convert and forget your blood-faith according to which denomination is your future-husband.

5. You were brought up to be moderate but when you grew up all you want is a spouse with the most material asset even though his/her background is similar to that criminal resume - you do not even want to know if your fiancee is the famous slut cause your reputable match-maker uncle recommend her to you nor if that fiance of yours is a Bangla with unknown background. Plus, you are willing to do anything including blasphemy to your former faith as long as you have the biggest bungalow, posiest+highest car, heaps of credit card or in one word = MATERIALISTIC.

6. Even on your wedding day that protruding belly of your out-of-wedlock unborn is not at all something to shame for as long as you have a government-job to boast. And don't worry, you are so dignified by the whole villagers. And oh yes, you are encouraged to look down to those unlucky-jobless, too and of course treating others like they know nothing. You would also don't need any friends cause you are now the noble aka one-of-a-kind circle of people, all you have to do when there is any function in the neighbourhood is to show up less than 1 minute that by someone is asking about you, you and your royal family have already left the spot. But if your are single, all you need to do is to announce that you only stop by for a minute because ("the chopper will fetch you") you need to depart for KK in any second when in fact it is only 1130am and to KK it only takes about 1-hour & 30-minutes. Besides, like you don't aware that in Sabah the sun only sets around 6pm

7. The guys would always want to tackle the most beautiful (teacher is the most choice) girl although he is just a "pindik-pindik tagap" (short+plumpy) rubber tapper

8. That it is okay to humiliate others in public just because you finally at last succeeded in impregnated your wife after 8 years trying to death

9. That being the most succesful so-called the most religious church member is by showing your yesterday-just-out-new-limited-edition 4WD, the biggest LV handbag you can drag, the longest gold-ring you can throt along your ring-finger, the out-of-the-universe-seem-to-look-leather-purse to show when you open it to take money for the offerings, the ringgit note which have the effect of others gawking to you with envy, the skimpiest dress you can wear-if possible, wear only once in a lifetime, yada..yada...yada...

10. Brag that your child is the cutiest, with the most unique name, cries the loudest!

2008-05-19T02:09:00.000-07:00

"...but we're just a bunch of ppl who appreciate the soil to benefits of those lupa daratan, the real "inda sedar diri" kinda ppl...yg sangatla x sedar there's more 2 life than just posh cars, skyhigh apartment, clubbing....high heels...gucci, christian dior,bla..bla...cuba klu org tanam padi juz to feed the family but not 4 commercial....adala yg btl2 jadi org putih x makan nasi but ubi gantang....ja...than rice ni is luxury food....padan muka derang....abis x sedar diri, sepala yg mo supply derang rice klu bukan these humble farmers...siurang x pa, siurang suda besa tanam padi..."

Those lines were written couple years ago, yet I still remember 'em when the price of rice went up recently. See...I'm not exaggerating! It is true......idiotssssss....padan muka sepa yg beli beras...shame on you! Pigila bali ubi gantang mcm bilang c Pak Lah yg logodop tu...biar padi yg kami tanam ni, kami2 jak makan...cakap urang malas kunu...sepa tu kaling tu yg ckp Sabahan ni malas....kamula malas, rajin kutuk urang jak kamu...bgs balik India la....sana sinang btul tu cari makan....eh...yakan, kalu d sana kamu nda payah makan nasi pn nda pa....abis sana mkn ruti sanai jakkk....tapi tapung gandum pn mahal o, padi pn nda pdi tanam, nikan pla gandum....bah..butul kali ahhh, next 50 years, kamu tinggal makan pil jak....kami yg tanam padi ni jak la ada luxury mo makan serving properly...abis mo jimat kos beli barang katakan...nah baru ko nda tau sepa malas, sepa rajin skg ni...tula tu kamu buduh btl.....besala kalu terlebih makan tomato sama bawang putih...

Lawrish & Freclee's Wedding

2008-05-19T01:51:00.000-07:00

18.5.2008 is the date...congratulations to the newlyweds!

I was the unofficial photographer on behalf of my cuzzy and there's this annoying selfish lady who was also taking photographs in front of my position. Initially, other photographers was taking the classic position - standing in front near the altar - so I was opted to find another position/angle in order to avoid the already crowded photographers, which was in a kneeling-position near the pew instead. I was the only one doing the position when a lady imitated me but she was still remain in her spot. Then all in a sudden, another ugly (because of her attitude) lady moved from her position near the altar right in front of me - hey...where's your digicam's powerful zoom! You already saw me there, yet you intruded me spot! Stoopidddd pain-in-the-ass lady. My shots were perfect if only she didn't rudely got onto my way and interrupted the image with her camera's loooooooooooooonggggggggg.....string! What's the point of using a digi-camera when you didn't even knew its function, get a manual one lah! Next time, if somebody ask me to snap photos, better equipped me with a DSLR one so I don't need to run around and get others bump onto me and rudely-ruin my shots yeah...

On The Spur of The Moment

2008-04-27T02:53:00.000-07:00

Soundtrack of My Life

At my funeral, they'll play
Somewhere Over The Rainbow (Israel Kamakawiwo'ole)

When I was born, they should've played
Vincent (Starry, Starry Night) (Don McLean)

When I was conceived, they should have been playing
Joy Is The Flag

The song that was/will be playing when I met/meet the love of my life
You Complete My Soul (Marc Terenzi)

My favorite song to dance to is
..................

When I'm in the shower I sing
....................

In my wedding vows, I will include the lyrics from
Cherish The Treasure (John Mohr) & I Will Be Here (Steven Curtis Chapman)

My family is like the song
...............

My last words will be the lyrics from
Rain and Tears (Demis Roussos)

The album I would need on a desert island
SDA Church Hymnal

To cheer myself up I play
Zoom (Fat Larry's Band)

When my heart is broken I play
In God's Green Pastures

When I wanna rock out I play
................

On my deathbed I'll be playing
Amazing Grace

When I squash my enemies I'm listening to
Ode To Joy (Beethoven)

Long Time No Questions!

2008-04-22T20:14:00.000-07:00

1. Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
Always...either me carried away by the current or they get carried away

2. When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
I still am - it does't want to leave me! It tortures my sanity

3. How is life going for you right now?
Fine, I guess. Well, in terms of mental state but it slowly decays

4. Who can you tell everything to?
None...but Jesus, the Angels....and Lucifer

5. Last words you spoke?
Rubbish! (I was swearing to hell to a goofball!)

6. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with an S?
Hmmmm....si Sayang?

7. How do you feel about gay marriage?
Don't ask me, ask how God would feel instead - damn the world

8. What is the next concert you're going to?
Going to the never-there concert

9. Can you play guitar?
Nope, I'm never good with my hands thus it make me pathetic in instrumental, I even break lab apparatus all in the sudden

10. Do you like someone?
Like, is not the question: prefer is

11. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Warm in a 20 degree Celcius

12. Is any part of your body sore?
My feeling

13. Who is your last text from?
They want to stop texting? WTF

14. What is the last movie you watched in theaters?
We don't have theaters here. Perhaps I should open one. I'm really good in business.

15. What do you currently hear right now?
Sound, of course

16. Who did you last share a bed with?
I shall always share

17. What do you think of the person you took this from?
He/she is forgetful - that's why he/she keeps asking the same, lame questions. And I am the biggest idiot cuz responding to this

18. How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
Old enough to be mistaken as bachelorette

19. Would you rather watch football or baseball?
I would rather watch footballer playing baseball, they're good with their legs, would their hands equally talented?

20. Missing someone right now?
Miss my dead dogs & cats; hope to see 'em in Heaven

21. What's the strangest fact about you?
I look normal when in fact I'm a freak and that I laugh the driest jokes the loudest

22. Where is your number one person on your friends list?
Who's the no.1 person on the list?

23. Do you feel like dancing?
Belly-dancing and ballet only

24. How much money do you have on you?
Not enough to buy me a book

25. What makes you happy right now?
There's no war or terrorist in my place

26. Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
Several

27. Do you burn easily in the sun?
My skin goes red whether it's burning nor freezing

28. Do you speak another language other than English?
Malay and Tagahas?

29. What made you happy yesterday?
Do I need a cause to be happy?

30. Are you happy today?
I'm not happy but I'm grateful though

31. Are looking forward for tomorrow?
Sure I do

TOP TEN - - TEN THINGS ABOUT ME

1. Are you single?
Single but not available

2. Are you bored?
Bored to hell

3. Are you sad?
Sad as I am

4. Are you Italian?
Wish I am

5. Are you plastic?
Err, this is supposed a tactic, righty?

8. Are you cool?
Cool and youthful

9. Are you Chinese?
Nope

10. What are you?
World temporary resident?

Who loves rumours?

2008-04-15T07:14:00.000-07:00

Received the below SMS from my sis a moment ago:

Pastor j dr Amerika kirim email d pej. mission (Pr Escend Chong) sbentar tdi, meminta spy smua umat Kristian SDA sluruh dunia bpuasa slama 3hari, mulai hari ini hingga Jumaat (15 hingga 18 April). Dgn tujuan spaya rancangan mpersatukn agama iaitu hari Ahad tdk tjadi dlm masa tdekat ini. Kerna skrg ini Pope dan agama Protestan sdg mgadakn mesyuarat sulit d Amerika utk mpsatukn agama Kristian sluruh dunia. Sebarkn sms ini

translation:

Pr J from the States sent an email to the mission office (to Pr Escend Chong) awhile ago requesting that all Adventists worldwide to fast 3 days start today till Friday (15th to 18th April). The reason is that the plan of uniting all the Sundays Christian denominations will not happen at the moment. As the Pope and Protestants church are currently holding a secret meeting in the States for this purpose to be conducted.

For real, I dun believe these. They (whoever started the SMS in first place) sounded insane; cuz

-it's all in the prophecy, sooner or later, it will eventually happen so accept the reality
-what does it mean not in the nearest to occur? that our preparation is not enough yet? sound coward to me? this is just like in the exam, even if you're given a decade to prepare the excuses of not ready yet will always remain
-i admit i myself is not a full-glass Adventist, but come what may, rain or shine, if armageddon comes, let it be.....
-i pray that I'm always behind Jesus if not, a touch-away of His robe..Amen

RIP

2008-04-03T05:31:00.000-07:00

Today, 3rd April 2008, Mrs Patra (a single mother of two daughters), a fellow resident of Kg Togop passed away.

I Always Have Time For These

2008-03-30T21:43:00.000-07:00

1. The song you've been most singing to yourself recently?
I have my own version of melancholic song and it fuckingly lingers around my mind all the time

2. What do you currently want right now?
Warmth affection of security and undyingly profession of desire for lust

3. What did you do today?
Sobbing in the name of loneliness. Missing the touch of my beau...*sigh

4. Are you hungry?
Starving for the elixir of love

5. What have you been thinking about most today?
In embrace with the man of my life

6. Do you ever just sit outside and watch the stars?
So that I will start crying again? Naaahhhh....I will only do it in the presence of my hunny bunny.

7. What is your current annoyance?
Money, money....moneeeeeeeyyyyyyyy!!! GIMME' MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

8. Do you want a new cell phone?
I'd rather want a new digital camera, if not a DSLR

9. Are you waiting for someone right now?
My one and only, the source of my insanity - my sole lover

10. Name two things you're looking forward for next month?
Wanting for more money while keeping myself on the track of reality

11. Can you make new friends easily?
All I need are friends who don't do prying and backstabbing

13. Do you plan out what you wear the day before you wear it?
Life's full of planning parody, I grew to hate this cunning phantom

14. What is life to you?
Why do I exist here when there's more pain than pleasure

15. Have you ever fell for your best friend?
Fall for them...never; them falling into me - common occasion

16. If you had a chance to save someone significant to you, would you?
I am an evil but somethimes the good samaritan arose within me

17. How many times do you eat each day?
As how many times the digestion afterwards?

18. How do you feel right now?
Edgy, hot and sexy

19. Are you a morning person?
I am a mourning person, be it in the day or night

20. Think of one person, stick with it. You don't have to say their name. Would you pick them up alone 100 plus miles away if it was your birthday?
Speaking of when your love is an ocean size

21. If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
To change the history that I was never born in the first place

22. Give two reasons why you get distracted in school.
School...I left school a long time ago; 'tis I never get distracted; the teachers itselves did

23. Do you think it's funny when people get hurt?
WTF

24. Would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris?
Parisssss.....wait, Tokyo maybe...it's the anime world...hentai, anybody?

25. Do you have a guitar in your house?
A guitar? You need to bang your head somewhere? I can make you to be

26(a). Do you wish you were somewhere elseright now?
In the arms of my only and one love where comfort is guaranteed FOC, 24/7

26(b). where is it?
Somewhere beyond the blue, across the ocean

27. How often do you get onto friendster?
As long as my insanity drags me there; and owhhh, while I still have the memory

28. How long can you go without your mobile phone?
Like eternity? Try me and you bet

29. Do you have any enemies?
Me? Enemies? Of course...I got 'em when I curse with my slippery tongue

30. What would you like to say to one person on your mind?
"Take me into a plunge of where only the two of us are there and love me like there's no tomorrow"

2008-03-25T02:08:00.000-07:00

I dyed my hair to a lighter shade of brown.
But, do it makes me better in terms of appearance?
Nope!
My hair turned coarse *sigh
Gee, I don't understand why they keep dying,
as it doesn't make the hair beautiful, either *tongue-out
I can't wait for the colour to fade...

Sobbing

2008-03-23T08:45:00.000-07:00

Feeling down lately,
hate this insanity,
it's because this one particular person,
so-called future soulmate! *sigh*
I know I shouldn't be anxious
but I know, sometimes, my intuition is perfectly right,
I have been through this enigma before
when my heart say it,
although thousand friends console me the other way
in the end what my heart had felt right away
is absolutely TRUE!
what am I going to do....?*sob*
but is he really cheating on me?
is it true he has somebody there?
is the distance to blame?
or the attitude?
or the other woman?
or him?
or me???
this is really NOT him....!
how could he ignore me without a line like this?
how does he go through the whole day/weekdays/weekends without me?
God, is it really true?
Really, really true?
Really, really, really is true???

I Think I Had Enough

2008-03-16T22:17:00.000-07:00

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
I can't find any book

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?
Niece's cot

3. Before you started this survey, what were you doing?
Having a blast in Monster Mash

4. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
The tv screen

5. Without looking, guess what time it is ?
1347

6. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
1333

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Feeding the dog

8. Did you dream last night?
Dream I wish I had never dreamt

9. Do you remember your dreams?
If I'm aware I had a dream

10. When did you last laugh?
Like eons ago *sigh*

11. Do you remember why/at what?
It just tickles my heart spontaneously

12. Seen anything weird lately?
Myself?

13. What do you think of this quiz?
Subjective

14. What is the last film you saw?
Errrr....gee, I must be missing myself

15. Tell me something about you that most people don't know.
Meet me in your dream

16. Who made the last incoming call on your phone?
My sister

17. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
Daemon tool

18. Type of music you like most?
Melancholic *gee*

19. Type of music you dislike most?
Loud, banging music

20. Are you listening to music right now?
"In my heart there lives a melody...."

21. What color is your bedroom carpet?
Chocolate linoleum, actually

22. What was the last thing you bought?
A vacuum cleaner

23. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
Anybody called/SMS-ed? (while reaching for the phone)

24. If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?
Princess Diana (we shared the same birthday so curious if we have any in common)

25. Who sent the last text message you received?
A tutee-wannabe's mother

Lalala..I'm Doing It Again...

2008-03-15T22:24:00.000-07:00

1. What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
She's my sis & nope, she's still here

2. What is wrong with you right now?
Dying with boredom and of guilty

3.Do you ever miss your first love?
My current hunny-bunny

4. When did you last cry?
I am still crying

5. What do you hate?
A thing called Norbert

6. What do you want in your life right now?
The courage to live and ignore

7. Are you happy?
Am I?

8. What are you listening to?
Sound

9. What do you smell like?
Like human?

10. Drinking?
Just plain water, plz

11. What time do you go to bed?
At dawn

12. Who was the last person in your bed besides you?
My Guardian Angel(s)

13. What do you wear to bed?
Loose garment

14. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
It's him, don't put your finger on me

15. What did you do yesterday?
Alive for today

16. What was the last movie you went to?
Take me to one

17. Is your shirt new?
No, I'm wearing a rag

18. Do you live near your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend?
Who was he?

19. Are you scared of bugs?
Who doesn't scared with bees, idiot!

20. Are you gay?
Gay and jolly? Of course....and check your vocab first

21. How was your day today?
I'm still into it

22. What do you think of Eminem?
He only known somewhere out there, try letting him strolling in our neighbourhood, he's just the same, plain..urang puti'....LOL

23. Do you read?
I have been reading the moment I can

24. Do you sleep with a teddy bear?
Nope, with Pooh bear

26. Whose house have you been to today?
None

27. What about the night before that?
None...

28. Do you like anyone right now?
I like my dogs

29. Are you bored?
Bursting the maximum capacity

30. What is the last movie you watched?
Why are you so curious of me been watched a movie?

31. Do you say "dawg"?
English is not my first slang

32. What are you excited about?
Making money...money.....MONEY!!!

33. What do you think about Valentine's Day?
The rose & chocolate symptom

34. Who was the last person to cook for you?
They're still alive, you know

35. Who was your last text message from?
They keep on texting

36. What’s on your mind right now?
Where on earth is that beast-Norbert?

37. Who was the last person to make you cry?
Norbert will always makes me cry

38. Name someone whose name starts with the letter R?
Ruzi

39. Do you care what others think about you?
They're so...caring, huh?

40. Have you ever been in love?
Illusive love

41. Do you trust people easily?
Like you do

42. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
For the first time or twice or thrice?

43. Will you ever kiss the last person you kissed?
Who dun wanna kiss your own sweet little niece

44. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
More money...plzzzzzzz

45. Who was the last person you called?
Some idiots

47. What's your ring tone?
At the moment? I Do by Jessica Foelcker

48. Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
I'm looking forward to it

49. What were you doing at 9pm last Friday night?
Lazying

50. What happened at 10:00 am today?
Nothing peculiar

4 Things You Never Knew Your Mobile Phone Could Do

2008-03-14T08:39:00.000-07:00

Found this in another site:

There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it:

1. Emergency

The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. Try it out.

Also in Australia , the Australian emergency number 000 can be dialled whilst your mobile phone keyboard is locked. This is another reason why 000 receives so many false emergency calls!

2. Have you locked your keys in the car?

Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their mobile phone from your cell phone.

Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the person at your home press the unlock button, holding it near the mobile phone on their end. Your car will unlock. Saves someone from having to drive your keys to you. Distance is no object. You could be hundreds of miles away, and if you can reach someone who has the other "remote" for your car, you can unlock the doors (or the trunk).

Editors Note: It works fine! We tried it out and it unlocked our car over a mobile phone!"

3. Hidden Battery Power

Imagine your mobile battery is very low. To activate, press the keys *3370# Your mobile will restart with this reserve and the instrument will show a 50% increase in battery. This reserve will get charged when you charge your mobile next time.

4. How to disable a STOLEN mobile phone?

To check your Mobile phone's serial number, key in the following digits on your phone!:

star-hash-zero-six-hash

* # 0 6 #

A 15 digit code will appear on the screen. This number is unique to your handset. Write it down and keep it somewhere safe. When your phone get stolen, you can phone your service provider and give them this code. They will then be able to block your handset so even if the thief changes the SIM card, your phone will be totally useless. You probably won't get your phone back, but at least you know that whoever stole it can't use/sell it either. If everybody does this, there would be no point in people stealing mobile phones.

Not only the above, but also in Australia your stolen phone is added to a "Stolen Mobile Phone" database, so if your phone is found later on it can be returned to you.

The Chronology of Qhloevert

2008-03-14T08:34:00.000-07:00

1979
- born 1st July; around 8pm
- the only baby-girl for the year in the neighbourhood

1980

1981
- my very first memory of being piggy-ride by mum while dad teasing my butt
- new sibling; born 20th August; day

1982
- second sibling, born 15th October; day
- witnessed the delivery with my very own eyes

1983
- third sibling, born 23rd December; day
- learnt to write my name, memorised ABC and able to count 1-20

1984
- attended kindergarten

1985
- started primary school
- yet another sibling; born 29th July, day
- moved to a new house

1986

1987

1988
- and another sibling; born 11th April, day

1989
- moved to another school (which I regret the most)

1990
- became the class Vice Monitor

1991
- sat for UPSR

1992
- entered another secondary school; in class 1C
- started period

1993
- started to hate Maths, failed in 1st semester exam but passed in the final semester
- got special guy-friend, R

1994
- sat for PMR
- participated Science Camp State Level in Kinabalu National Park
- first time been in Kundasang area : the first impression is always the best and I think Kundasang was the most beautiful the first I were there
- first time to Poring Hot Spring; passed the Canopy Walkway
- went to Mamut Copper Mine and exactly to its mill: now closed - imagine walking in a golden earth (be jealous at me indeed)
- met NG (now Dr) : though we barely reach each other and never meet since, we remain friends forever even until now
- the saddest moment of my whole life: Tina'a passed away and I was the one accompanying her in the hospital during her last days

1995
- chosen into science stream
- chose to be a school prefect
- representing the strict for a quiz competition for North West Coast region
- a family "outing" to Tambunan, Keningau & Tenom looking for long lost kins
- went for a youth camp in Dantai; I think this is the biggest no. of participation ever but we're there just for some girly giggles (I luv campin')

1996
- sat SPM
- had a huge CRUSH on M : he's really gorgeous back then, last time saw him he's already plump!

1997
- entered UiTM (then ITM)
- first time been away from home (for a long period); yeah...I cried the first night and worse, attacked by athma
- yet another saddest year: Taki passed away by domestic accident (I still am mourning even until to this second)

1998
- went to Sook for an uncle's wedding reception and overnight
- supposed those were the time met little Lotter : yeahh...we're related, blame our maternal grandparents
- I think, my sibling had been corresponding to Lotter's brother but all in the sudden, one day they just stop
- been really best friend with S
- climbed Mt Kinabalu on Xmas

1999
- introduced to N by R

2000
- worked as a photocopy girl (LOL)
- been hurt really, really deep cut.....I nearly one step into cursing him to be barren but no, I didn't

2001
- met N for the very first time on 11th January 2001
- entered UMS
- first time to Sandakan area for Ceria Mesra Kinabatangan in Batu Putih; not what you think; it's one of the semester requirement
- first time to Batu Tulug
- first time to Sepilok Orang Utan Rehabilitation Centre

2002

2003
- went to Tenom again for a class trip; visited a coffee plantation (we're actually learning about fermentation)

2004
- was actually in the dorm commitee board

2005
- accompanying cuzzy living in Kionsom for nearly 5 months (yeah...we were at the Kiansom SDA Church compound)

2006
- taught at two schools
- but the special experience is in SKP, Banggi Island for nearly 4 months
- first time on board of a ferry/speedboat/handmade-boat
- like the speedboat experience very much (Health Department's) - it's madly speeding that every strain of your hair felt like needle; hope to ride another other time
- lost Gambau, my most fave dog ever cuz she's the smartest: she understand what I said (guess so)

2007
- worked at BET
- get engaged to N
- went for Padas Rafting plus a derailed train experience (thanks, God it was just a little scare-me-to-death experience)
- went to Manukan Island for a free BBQ (don't ask me if the seafood tastes yummier when it's FOC, cuz I didn't take 'em)
- went to Sukau : what a river-cruise.. so serene....and the monkeys adore you; they can't help from staring and wanna take even a closer look of you, really they are like domestic monkeys thrown in the jungle
- get to tour Shangri-La's Tanjung Aru resort & Le Meridien hotels (another FOC treat)

2008
-flood in KM

Mount Kinabalu - The Real Meaning

2008-03-14T00:41:00.000-07:00

Don't ever believe that the word Kinabalu derived from the word "Kina-Chinese" and balu-widow"!

Kinabalu is originally from the term of Aki Nabalu: the Keeper of gate to heaven for the Dusun (as most Ranau area inhabitants are of Dusunic tribe, not Kadazan). Aki means old man (sacred icon), in Dusun community the elders are always respectable; old man is mostly chosen as the keeper instead of old woman because old female had the role as bobolian (priestess) to the equal the importance of both gender. Probably this Aki of Nabalu is in second line after the family of Kinorohingan. Besides, if the so-called Chinese lady wanted to climb Kinabalu back then, she already dead halfway to the summit due to the environment condition. And really idiot; even if she did reached the summit what else could she saw except for the white cloud surrounding the summit? Even if she stayed there waiting for a fine day for a clear view of the South China Sea, she would had already frozen beforehand. The first self-claimed historian who started this nonsense must had never climbed the mountain at the first place!

They are really changing the tradition and heritage of Dusun - damn you all the writers who claim intelligent but dare to lie in this important fact!

What Every Sabahan Should Knows

2008-03-13T23:42:00.000-07:00

Found it on Friendster bulletin but clueless of who first wrote it though (thanks a bundle):

Have you ever heard people ask us Sabahans, whether we still live on the jungle, hunt for food and wear clothing made out of leaves?

If I was asked so, I would proudly say yes....!
(Imagine Marsha AF3 wearing nipah leaves skirt with coconut bra! LOL)

When you as a Sabahan start to feel low just because you're from Sabah, these facts would make you change your mind:

*We have the second largest International airport in Malaysia. While others might not even have any.

*We have FIVE major airports, while others might not have one

*Car fuel is the cheapest here.

*We have two official cities, KK and Sandakan and soon Tawau, while others might only have a town.

*We are still the reason why tourist comes to Malaysia, for our Mount Kinabalu.

*Two out of the top three of the sexiest girl in Malaysia are from Sabah (Daphne Iking
and Amber Chia) according to FHM.

*Sipadan Island, need I explain?

*Everybody says Mokhtar Dahari is the main reason Malaysian football team qualified
for the Olympics, football event in the 80s. With all due respect, the two goals are scored by Hassan Sani and James Wong, both Sabahan. Not forgetting the man who kept Malaysia at bay, Peter Rajah, also a Sabahan as the goalie.

*The most air travelers are from Sabah. Almost all Sabahan have at least traveled once or twice with airplane, compared to the West Malaysians.

*We have our own daily newspaper, Daily Express, Borneo Post and New Sabah Times.

*Everytime there's a reality show, our contestant always reaches respectful level. AF,
Blast-Off etc.

*We live in harmony, not just with Malay, Indian and Chinese, but also with KadazanDusun, Bajau, Murut, Rungus etc. The term Sabah, Truly Asia is more like it.

*First 'Survivor' series was held in Pulau Tiga, Sabah.

*Most of us Sabahans speaks at least 4 different languages.

*1-Borneo will be the largest Mall outside Klang Valley

*An internationally renown artist, CheNelle is also Sabahan (Putatan girl, man!!) It's ok if she fell in love with the DJ, we'd forgive her!

*Dun forget, Gary Cao ge - Singer of Chinese version Superwoman also from Sabah.

This is just to name a few, but despite all this, we are still proud to be Sabahan!!!!!

My Dream Wedding

2008-03-12T08:59:00.000-07:00

Lokasi honeymoon idaman kamu?
Paris

Diamond ring atau cincin emas?
Cincin emas with diamond

Emas Putih atau emas kuning?
Combination of yellow gold, white gold and diamond

Baju yang akan kamu pakai saat malam pertama?
Nightie yg seksi sekali

Wangian yang kamu suka saat malam pertama?
I hate perfume and he's aware of this

Senang remang-remang, gelap, atau terang?
Mula2 terang then remang2

Suka aromatherapy?
For my insomnia? yeahhhh....

Alunan lagu yang ingin kamu dengar saat "malam pertama"?
Slow and romantic ballad

Strawberry, anggur, atau cherry?
All of 'em - can't resist

Suka hardcore?
LOL

Kata-kata romantis dari si "dia" yang ingin kamu dengar dari mulutnya?
Comes sincerely without pretending and acting

Suasana pantai, pegunungan, tengah kota, pinggir danau, hutan, atau alam pedesaan?
In the mountain but with seaview in the countryside

Kejutan apa yang ingin kamu berikan padanya di saat malam pertama?
LOL

Di mana, dan konsep Pesta pernikahan yang kamu inginkan?
In the mountain with seaview garden wedding

Bajunya?
White wedding gown with cathedral veil

Wedding cake?
7-tiers multiflavour cake with a fountain at its base

Kendaraan menuju lokasi pernikahan?
Royal royce

Apa yang kamu rasakan, saat si "dia" membisikkan "I love you forever"?
Stay in reality but still grinning widely

Kado apa yang kamu inginkan dari si "dia"?
Our own house

Cium pipi, kening, atau bibir?
A kiss right on the forehead

2008-03-12T02:08:00.000-07:00

The Real Story of Snow White

2008-03-12T01:53:00.000-07:00

Click Here If You're Really Interested

Jessica Folcker - I Do

2008-03-12T01:34:00.001-07:00

Jessica Folcker is a popular Swedish singer with international success. Born as Jessica Elisabeth Angelique Folcker in Täby, a Stockholm suburb, on July 9th, 1975. Her mother is Swedish and father is from Senegal.

If you could look inside my heart,
then you would know,
your love has played the greatest part
If you could see inside my mind,
then you would know,
I think about you all the time

No need to question
You will have my affection

For better or for worse, for richer or for poorer,
I promise - I do
In sickness and in health, from now until forever,
I'll always love you, and so with,
all of my heart,
till death do us part
I do

If you could walk inside my shoes,
Then you would know - know how much,
I'm in to you
If you could feel what I can feel,
then you would know,
I'm falling hard for your appeal

No need to question
You will have my affection

For better or for worse, for richer or for poorer,
I promise - I do
In sickness and in health, from now until forever,
I'll always love you, and so with,
all of my heart,
till death do us part
I do

To have and to hold,
through young and through old,
in good or in bad times baby
Yes I do, I do, I do
So...

For better or for worse, for richer or for poorer,
I promise - I do
In sickness and in health, from now until forever,
I'll always love you, and so with,
all of my heart,
till death do us part

I do

For better or for worse, for richer or for poorer,
I promise - I do
In sickness and in health, from now until forever,
I'll always love you, and so with,
all of my heart,
till death do us part
I do

I promise, I'll always
I promise I'll always love you

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50 First Reactions

2008-03-11T22:35:00.000-07:00

Type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random, just type it!

1. Beer: Liquor

2. Food: Edible

3. Relationships: How are you related to somebody

4. Your CRUSH: Past & left behind never to reopen

5. Power Rangers: Stupid costume

6. Life: Gift from Above

7. Death: The end of our journey here

8. School: Boring..

9. The President: Which company?

10. Yummy: Cheesecakes

11. Cars: 4WD

12. Movie: Cinema

13. Halloween: Scary-lit-pumpkin

14. Sex: Female? Male? Like when you're filling the uni application form

15. Religion: Faith

16. Myspace: Friendster, plz

17. Phobia: Freaking out for idle reason

18. Marriage: Garden wedding

19. Blondes: Clubbing bitches usually without brain

20. SLIPPERS: For your feet

21. SHOES: Fancy

22. Asians: Eastern values

23: Past time: All the time

24. One night stands: Up to 'em - count me out

25: Cell Phone: when fixed line is out-of-range

27: Smoke/Cigarette: Heart/lungs BBQ, anyone?

28. Dream: Would come true

29: COLLEGE: Private institution

30. Highschool Life: Non-stop girly giggles

31. Pajamas: Nightie

32. Stars: Comet?

33. Fitness Center: Gym

34. Alcohol: -OH

35. The word Love: Deceiving yet triumphing

36. Friends: I am a lone ranger

37. Money: Essential

38. Heartache: Broken hearted?

39. Time: =Gold

40. Divorce: Denial of children's right, if they have any

41. Dogs: Best companions

42. Pants: Upside-down

43. Parents: Naggers

44. Babies: Innocent little thing

45. Stripper: Best lure for straight but "getek" men

46. Blogs: I'm into it

47. News: Sometimes, misleading

48. Paris Hilton: Super-rich heiress who gets everything *sigh*pity-me*

49. Pizza: Gimme, gimme...

50. kleenex: Tissue paper?

2008-03-11T09:38:00.000-07:00

2008-03-11T09:33:00.001-07:00

I Wonder Why I Love To Do This So Much....

2008-03-11T00:01:00.000-07:00

.:LoVe:.

Have you ever been in love? I am in love

Are you in love now... or falling in love? "Love is in the air.....lalalalala...."

Have u been cheated on? I was in rage and nearly to curse him barren

Have you cheated on someone? There's always a reason behind it

Are you in a relationship now? Unison soon...*wink*wink*

When was your last break up? Even if several guys had cheated me, good thing is it was actually never started at the first place

How many boyfriends have you had? Boyfriends not special boyfriend

Do you ever want to get married and have kids? I am already few steps towards it

Who is your first true love (even if it didn't work out)? My future husband

Do you believe in Love at first sight? Yes but is it an everlasting love, that is another question

..:So RandOm:..

Your middle name? My parents intended not to put any

Who was your 2nd grade teacher? Aunty (Teacher) Mainah

A club or a bar? None

How many siblings do you have? 50 in my perception

Single, Dating or Married??? Single but not available

Is your glass half full or half empty? What glass?

Best Friend? Do I really have any?

..::6 Inappropriate Questions::..

Have you ever skipped school? Ah huh!

Have you ever been depressed? I am

Have you ever contemplated suicide? I did ever think of doing so

Your view on homosexuality? They say it's already in their gene.... But if you're son of a janitor should you be one, too?

Your view on abortion? Even if the pregnancy is carried on and later may cause harm to both the mother and child's life? Think fast!

Have you ever been addicted to drugs? I choose not to

~~~TIME TO BE HONEST QUIZ~~~

What is ur biggest achievement in ur life? Able to choose what is wrong and right

Have u got any regrets in life? Regrets they are but those are expensive experience, too

Would u prefer a holiday in a hotel, camping or bed & breakfast? Raise your hands for camping...!!!!

Have u ever said the words "I love u"? Sing: "And I love you so....."

If u could have one super power what would it be? Influencer: world peace+green world

If u could have one wish fulfilled what would it be? I want to be a wife of the King thus Queen

Name one person who has been a big influence in ur life and why? Grandfather

What is ur favourite movie or book? Too long to be listed

When was the last time u cried and why? I am still crying

Becoming Queen of Questions

2008-03-10T23:39:00.000-07:00

1. How old will you turn in 2009? The big 0! (it's a digit, if you're blind)

2. Do you think you'll be married by then? Definitely

3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months? Going places

4. Who was the last person to call you? I'm not dead yet so calls will keep coming

5. Do you prefer call or text? Need to check my credits first

6. Do you have any pets? Canino & canina

7. What were you doing at 10.30 p. m. last night? Surfing, online of course

8. What will you be doing at 3 a. m.? Drooling in my dreams

9. When is the last time you saw your mom? She's still here, WTF

10. How many houses have you lived in? There's only 1 place you really could call home even if you had thousand of mansions

11. How many cities have you lived in? Errrr....1,2...eh 1...hmmmm

12. Do you prefer shoes, socks or bare feet? Of where are we going to?

13. Do you like coffee? Out of the list

14. What are you listening to? Sound

15. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed? On the bed thank you! Never heard of sleeping under the bed

16. Do you know how to play poker? Tell me how

17. What are you thinking about right now? Brain signals

18. Any plans for this weekend? Lazying

19. Have you ever been in an ambulance? I'm curious but really, God, don't ever let me in this situation be it I'm the laying or I'm the crying

20 .Do you prefer an ocean or a pool? Ocean in rainy day, pool in sunny day

21. What is your favorite thing to spend money on? Girlie stuff

22. Do you wear accessories 24 / 7? Plus the ring?

23. Who is the funniest person you know? People who cannot accept the fact that the opposition nearly took the government recently - they are not brave enough to face the anger of the nation

24. Do you shut off the water while you brush your teeth? Yup, because we need to pay the bill unless that it's not

25. Do you wish someone was with you right now? There is always someone with me - my Guardian Angel

26. Are you mad about anything? Grrrr.....rrrooooOOOAAAAARRRRR!!!

27. What are you excited for? Discovering/having new things

Take-5 & Have A Banana Smile

2008-03-09T09:49:00.000-07:00

Election jokes: Enjoy some humour

(1) Barisan has announced that its new national symbol is the Condom, because it accurately reflects the government stance. A condom allows for inflation, halts production, destroys the next generation, protects a bunch of pricks and gives us a sense of security while we're actually being screwed!

(2) Pak Lah and Samy Vellu were in a helicopter looking down Kuala Lumpur. Pak Lah said, "Samy, if I throw two RM100 notes down, two people will be happy."

Not wanting to be outdone, Samy said, "If I throw 200 RM1 notes, 200 people will be happy."

The pilot heard the conversation and said, "If I throw the two of you down, 27 million Malaysians will be happy."

(3) Three guys were arguing as to what race Adam and Eve were. The Malay guy said they must be Malay as they are so good looking. The Chinese guy said that they must be Chinese as they are so calm even with a snake.

The Indian guy said that they must be Malaysian-Indian as they have no shelter, no clothes, no money, share one apple, advised by a snake who told them that they are living in paradise!

(4) Pak Lah, Najib, Shahrizat and Anwar were sitting in a KTM train heading up to Penang for campaigning. Near Ipoh, the train goes through a tunnel and it gets completely dark.

Suddenly there is a kissing sound and then a slap!

The train comes out of the tunnel. Shahrizat and Pak Lah are sitting there looking perplexed.

Najib is bent over holding his face, which is red from an apparent slap.

All of them remain diplomatic and nobody says anything.

Pak Lah is thinking: "These guys are all crazy after Shahrizat. Najib must have tried to kiss her in the tunnel. Very proper that she slapped him."

Shahrizat is thinking: "Najib must have moved to kiss me, but kissed Pak Lah instead and got slapped."

Najib is thinking: "Damn it, Pak Lah must have tried to kiss Shahrizat, she thought it was me and slapped me instead."

Anwar is thinking: "If this train goes through another tunnel, I could make another kissing sound and slap Najib again."

(5) Barisan wins the election. To celebrate, they decide to send more angkasawan to space. Najib calls together a group of Umnoputra cosmonauts.

Saudara saudara sekalian, we successfully sent our man Muzaffar to space using tax payers' money the last time. Since we have more than enough tax payers' money, the Cabinet has decided that you will all now fly to the sun.

But Datuk, we will be burnt to crisp.

Jangan takut, the Barisan government has thought of everything ... you will fly at night!

(6) Today's election brings to mind the old Northern Ireland election slogan - "VOTE EARLY AND VOTE OFTEN"

(7) A priest is dying in a church. Before he dies, he asked for Pak La La La Lah and Khai Ri Ri Riry to be beside his deathbed. Both of them were excited at this opportunity because they thought it would be good for their image with the elections right around the corner.

At the priest's deathbed, they asked, "Father, why did you ask us to be with you on your deathbed?"

The priest replied, "Because I wanted to die like Jesus Christ. He died between two thieves, and I wanted to do the same."

Source: http://www.malaysiakini.com/news/79436

Must See Video - In commomerating of GE 8.3.2008

2008-03-09T05:57:00.000-07:00

Non-Muslim Bumis Is Endangered?!

2008-03-09T05:48:00.000-07:00

9th March, 2008
Source: http://newsabahtimes.com.my/nstweb/fullstory/16626

KOTA KINABALU: The Barisan Nasional coalition easily retained its two-thirds majority in Sabah in yesterday’s general election.

Speaking to reporters at his official residence Sri Gaya here late last night, Chief Minister Datuk Seri Musa Haji Aman expressed his gratitude to the people of Sabah for returning BN to power, and attributed BN’s big win to the people’s desire to see continued development under a BN government.

“We are the first state in the country to win a two-thirds majority in the state seats.

“The majority of the people in Sabah chose BN parties based on their confidence in the leadership of Prime Minister Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi,” said a jubilant Musa.

Musa said the BN government will continue to work hard to bring development to the state.

Asked when he would take his oath as the next Chief Minister, Musa said he would discuss the matter with the Prime Minister and Head of State Tun Haji Ahmadshah Abdullah first.

On BN’s success in wresting back the Kuala Penyu state seat from independent candidate Datuk John Ghani, he said it shows the people of Sabah realise that only the BN government can bring development that will benefit them.

While in the peninsula the opposition made big gains and BN’s two-thirds majority looked under threat, in Sabah the state BN under Musa’s leadership repeated the good showing it showed in the 2004 election. In yesterday’s polls, it again secured 59 out of the 60 state seats and 24 out of the 25 parliamentary seats up for grabs.

BN only lost the Sri Tanjong state and Kota Kinabalu parliamentary seats.

In Kota Kinabalu, DAP’s Hiew King Cheu garnered 9,464 votes to win with a slim 106-vote majority. His rivals were PKR’s Christina Liew, who polled 9,358 votes, PBS’ Chin Tek Ming (8,420 votes) and Independent candidate Kong Yu Kiong (341 votes).

Significantly, BN wrested back the Sandakan parliamentary seat won by Independent candidate Chong Hon Min in 2004. This time around, Datuk VK Liew (LDP) polled 8297 votes to pip DAP’s Chong Chui Lin (8121 votes) and Independent Fong Vun Fui (2929 votes).

Musa, the Sabah Umno chairman, easily retained his Sungai Sibuga state seat, polling 10,570 votes to win his four-cornered fight with a comfortable majority of 7,657 votes.

His nearest rival, PKR’s Ahmad Thamrin Hj Jaini, garnered 2,913 votes, while Osman Bin Enting (Bersekutu) and Gusniah Bin Diong (Independent) managed only 291 and 295 votes respectively.

Voter turnout was 67.41% out of a total of 21,442 registered voters, comprising 74% Muslim Bumiputeras, 3.1% non-Muslim Bumiputeras, 22.5% Chinese and 0.3% others.

In the last general election, Musa won with a 6,670-vote majority out of a voter turnout of 11,351.

In the Libaran parliamentary seat, incumbent Datuk Juslie Ajirol also easily won, albeit with a reduced majority of 7,529 votes compared to 10,669 in the 2004 election. His sole challenger, PKR’s Ahmad Thamrin Hj Zaini, obtained 6,139 votes. Voter turnout was 65.33%.

Incumbent Semporna MP Datuk Mohd Shafie Apdal also won easily, garnering 19,419 votes for a bigger majority of 17,462 compared to 13,319 in 2004.

Earlier after nomination, Datuk Abdul Ghapur Salleh (Kalabakan), Tan Sri Joseph Kurup (Pensiangan), Ramlee Marhaban (Bugaya) and Datuk Zakaria Edris (Gum-Gum) had won uncontested.

In Liawan, incumbent assemblyman Datuk Sairin Karno polled 4,638 votes. His nearest challenger, Jius Awang of PKR, obtained 2,614 votes.

All the other BN component party heads also won in parliamentary seats: Datuk Joseph Pairin Kitingan (PBS), Tan Sri Bernard Dompok (Upko), Tan Sri Joseh Kurup (PBRS) and Datuk VK Liew (LDP) in Keningau, Penampang, Pensiangan and Sandakan.

Pairin also secured victory over his Tambunan state seat with a 2781-vote majority, while Dompok obtained 13,400 votes for a majority of 3,063 votes. His closest rival, Dr Edwin Bosi of PKR, garnered 10,337 votes.

In the Keningau parliamentary seat, Pairin obtained 14,598 votes to see off his two rivals, PKR’s Datuk Dr Jeffrey Kitingan (10,334 votes) and DAP’s Peter Kodou (560 votes).

SAPP deputy president Raymond Tan Shu Kiah also won in Tanjong Papat, while Sabah MCA chairman Datuk Edward Khoo polled 6,162 votes to triumph in Kapayan with a majority of 2,062 votes.

SAPP president Datuk Seri Yong Teck Lee expressed his gratitude to the people of Sabah for their support to enable the party to retain all the six seats it contested through Datuk Raymond Tan Shu Kiah (Tanjong Papat), Melanie Chia (Luyang), Datuk Liew Teck Chan (Likas), Datuk Eric Majimbun (Sepangar), Datuk Chua Soon Bui (Tawau) and Au Kam Wah (Elopura).

“We will continue to work hard for the people,” he told reporters while watching the live telecast of the election results together with SAPP leaders at the party’s headquarters at Bornion Centre in Luyang here last night.

SAPP will need to analyse the implications of the national results, he added.

Shoot....! Where are all the other non-muslim bumi voters?
Are we really going to be scarce/rare?

Yet Another.....Bring It On!

2008-03-09T04:50:00.000-07:00

In The Past 24-Hours
1. Talk to a cute boy/girl? Where?

2. Talked to an ex? Ex doesn't exist in me

3. Miss someone? Not today

Last Person Who
4. Laid in bed with you? Tigger & Pooh

5. Last person made you cry? Me, myself & I

6. Went to the movies with? Ex-colleague

7. Went to the mall with? Self

8. Made you laugh? A guy-friend

9. Said they love you? He won't be the last cuz he supposed to be always love me

Facts About Me
10. What are you most scared of? People

11. Does anyone like you? Not everybody but there are and will always be

12. Do you like being around people? Not the pretenders and the claimers and the masked-beasts and the hypocrites = LIAR!

13. Have you cried recently? It's good for the eyes, even doctors recommend

14. Are you lonely right now? Even if I am standing with thousands of loved ones consoling, the emptiness is still there

15. Song stuck in your head? Rain and Tears

16. Have you been on radio/tv? Gee, guess I need to include that in my to-do-before-I-die list

17. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap? I like him, he likes me, but why oh why that does not make any difference

18. What time is it? 2006

19. How much cash do you have on you right now? Few pennies

20. What's your favorite food? Mum's cooking

21. Who got you to join Myspace? I took the initiative to venture on my own

22. Can you lay in your bed all day? If I'm really, really... sick that I can't even stand properly - once I was attacked by 7-big-boils where three of them were on both of my legs so I have no other choice but to be confined on bed

23. Wish someone was next to you in the morning when you wake up? If only I could see my Guardian Angels

24. What web site do you visit the most? Friendster? Or is it CARI? Maybe Perez's?

25. Do you have any plants in your room? Microsphore - that's plant to me *wink*wink* (LOL)

26. Who was the last person to talk to you? There will be always anybody to talk to

27. What is your display name about? My real name, of course

28. Where was you default picture taken? In reality

29. Honestly, if someone were to tell you how they felt, would you listen? I am indeed a good listener ^_^

30. What’s your most valued possession? My whole body and soul - Gift from Above

31. How are things going in your current relationship? More giving than taking

32. If you could go back in time, and change something would you? Go back and change my name into a proper one

33. If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be? Like I could

General Election Day - 8th March 2008

2008-03-08T06:42:00.000-08:00

I didn't go out to vote though. I registered.....but yeah, gov. ppl suck...BIGGEST-TIME... Clueless as where did they hid my name cause it's not in their database. But given the chance to vote, I really not sure which party to tick, politicians are all liar, liar, liar....LIARRRRRRRR!!!

A good government should be the one where its nation is with the near-zero crime rate. And they all keep on talking about development...like we're still living like tarzan. All we need dear politicians is a better and safer place to live. Not into garbage-nized country. You are killing the wildlife...you are destroying the forest..that what's you called civilization? And owh, our beloved country is turning to be the BEST-COMFY lair of criminals/crooks/beasts...

Malaysia is really into garbage-nization and all those politicians must be really proud!

I'm Always Free For This...Ah-huh!

2008-03-07T22:35:00.000-08:00

1.Who was the person who hurt you the worst? There was? In fact, I'm the one who had been hurt so much

2. Have you ever seen your best friend naked? My best friend is my future-husband and I will get to see him naked (LOL) *wink*wink*

3. Are you obsessed with someone? Someone, never. Something, yes....

4. What is the best thing about your job? Alas, am jobless

5. Do you like more than five people right now? Like them for who they are? Sure.

6. Name something that you would love to eat right now. Craving for some raw young sour mangoes dip into paste of ketchup+salt+sugar+small chillies *drooling*

8. Who was the last person to call you? There will be more calls to come

9. If you could pick the temperature of the outdoors for the rest of your life what would it be? 23oC

11. Are you happy? Judge me

13. Who's was the last person you IM? Si Pondok

14. Are you moody? Yup and blame the trait

15. Last person you hang out with? Be my guest ^_^

16. Have you ever tried to get back with an ex? I don't have ex in my life chronology

17. Have you ever toilet papered someone's house? HA-HA-HA-HUH?

19. Have you ever gone camping? I like camping

20. Do you love someone? Is it really love? Perhaps...

21. Have you ever gone to a nude beach? Don't even dare to wear a bikini

22. Have you ever had a stalker? Palis-palis!!!

23. Who was the last person to make you mad? Norbert. And he'll always will.

24. Are you thirsty? I can find my way, thanks

25. Are you listening to music? What are you listening to? Nope. I'm just listening to sound.

26. What do you do before bed? Read some Doraemon comic until he and Nobita come through the drawer

27. Have you ever lied to your parents? Nobody's an angel

30. Who do you miss? Myself - way back when I was thinner

31. Where are your siblings right now? They are really too old for a nanny

32. Last person you kissed other than family? I shall kiss again

33. Name five things you did today? Breathing, thinking, consuming, friendstering and blogging

34. Last person who you called? Who's the person I will never call again?

36. What are you doing tomorrow? Staying insane

37. Are you on a laptop or a desktop? Either way, I don't want to be any get broken

38. What is your mood? I'm in blue

39. Is anyone jealous of you? Could be - but what to be jealous at anyway - I'm not even SOMEBODY

40. When is the last time you gave a gift? All the time

41. Where were you 2 hours ago? Moving with time

42. What were you doing last night? Nothing peculiar

43. What does your hair look like right now? Look like been combed when actually it doesn't

44. Has anyone ever used you? Of course - I need to learn 'that' talent, too

45. Has anyone ever told you that they like you more than as a friend? Only guys

47. Is your hair naturally curly, or straight? Natural rebonding

48. Who were you last in a car with? I don't even have a car

49. What are you looking forward to? Some happy moments

50. What did you do last Valentine's Day? Nothing romantic

Gimme' More!

2008-03-07T10:16:00.000-08:00

1.Have you ever said, you would never love again? Without love, there's no faith, my dear...remember this

2.Is there anything bothering you right now? Money...who doesn't

3.Is there something you wanna let go off? Vengeance

4.Do the old songs you had in your past really remind you of the memories? Absolutely - it brings me right back to the time when I was younger

5.How important is trust?? It keeps you going for more and doing better ~ it motivates

6.How do you forget someone? By remembering somebody else

7.Is crying a sign of weakness? It's a sign of living - that's why a newborn must cry

8.Do you always regret? Regret? Sometimes, but I keep telling myself not to. If it's good, it's memory. If it's bad, it's experience.

9. Do you find your ex gf/bf good looking? I am looking at Shrek but this time he's not green (LOL) and owh, he doesn't feed me with rat though

10.What will you do if you're stuck in the elevator with someone you don't like? I pretend she-he's not there

13.Have you ever wanted someone but you can’t have him/her? Yeah, like me wanting Prince Albert of Monaco but of course I could only dream......*sigh*

14.Have you ever said I love you but you lied? It's easier to say I-don't-love-you right on their face

15.Would you ever want to go back in the past? I really want to go back, even if it's only in my dream

16.Do you really wanna please everybody? To even the people I dislike included?

17.Is waiting ever okay? I hate waiting but nevertheless I keep on waiting anyway

18.Right now, where do you wanna be? Nowhere

19. When is enough, enough? When it started to make me sick

20. What are you so sick and tired of? Waiting!

21.What made you smile today? I'm in the blue today

22.Is looking good important? Looking good since you're not good looking, eh?

23. Do you listen to love songs when you’re down? I rather play computer game instead

24.What are you thankful of? That I am normal. Live peacefully. With food always laid on the table. The way much better than certain unlucky people. On top of that, because God loves me even though I always run away from Him?

25. Do you believe in forever? As in immortality? I believe in God forever...

26. What are your plans for the weekend? Baking or maybe making ice cream....

27.Do you say sorry first? Depends. But if somebody falls down the stairs and I just happen to be right behind her-him, I shouldn't say sorry first right away, right? Even though I do feel sorry to her-him.

28.Do you believe that married couples should still go out on a date? With each other or other else?

29.Has someone promised you something and broke it? Always - that the BIGGEST-TIMEBOMB problem with Norbert

Afternoon Naps

2008-03-07T00:23:00.000-08:00

Many work cultures would normally frown upon an afternoon nap, as it is viewed as laziness. But in countries such as Spain and Argentina, afternoon naps or siestas are a cultural norm.

Researchers have been studying the effect of the practice and found that humans are naturally programmed for naps. Studies show that both alertness and drowsiness will decrease, respectively, after 8-hours of waking.

A study performed in Greece shows that people who nap regularly have a 37% reduced chance of suffering heart attacks, compared to those who don't. Researchers believe it is due to the drop in blood pressure and heart rate, that allow the body to reduce stress and make repairs.

But every person has a different nap time. Some require only 10 to 20 minutes, while others may need a full hour to receive the same benefit. So the next time you are caught taking a nap after lunch, tell them the doctor advised it.

Quoted from Jumboplay March Edition Newsletter

Here We Go Again....

2008-03-06T23:15:00.000-08:00

1. What's so good about the person you like? Family value attitude

2. So where's your dad? With my mum

3. Do you drive yet? Soon, baby

4. How do you feel about racism? Any politician's best friend

5. Who's the sexiest person alive? Me...! ME! Meeeeeeee!

6. Who was the last person you talked to on MSN or AIM? Nobody

8. Name a song that reminds you of old memories? I Swear by All-4-One ~reminds me of Science Camp 1994 in Kinabalu Park World Heritage Site

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky,
And I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my part
Cause I stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

And I swear by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the wall
And when (and when) just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
Cause as the time turns the page
My love won't age at all

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse (better or worse)
Till death do us part I'll love you
With every single beat of my heart
I swear I swear I swear

9. Do you like the color gray? As in grey hair? NOOOoooooooo!

10. Is there someone you really can't stop thinking about? I do

11. Look outside, how's the weather? The sky is leaking

12.Are you jealous of anyone right now? I am jealous with the European royalty

13. Did you ever think someone didn't like you, but came find out they really did once it was too late? Huh, those were the days of schoolgirls heyday

14. Last time you didn't tell the truth? I will always be - doesn't mean I'm liar la...

15. Name something great that happened today. I am still breathing

16.Do you regret doing something today? Never regret. If it's good, it's memory. If it's bad, it's experience.

18. When you think of the rainbow, what color pops in your head? Colourful!

19. Do you believe in aliens? Yes but not in the shape and arrival like in tv

20. Where would you like to be? With loved ones around

21. What is the worst thing your parents could do to you? Treating and blaming you like you just assasinated the Prime Minister

22.Have you been happy recently? Am I?

23. Do you like receiving balloons on your birthday? Please don't. It symbolizes temporariness to me.

24. Math, English, Science, or Social Studies? I studied 'em all and you can't even make a choice either

25. What are you currently listening to? Sound

26. Do you have Limewire? Deleted - it's provirus

30.Is lying ever acceptable? Physically

31. What was the last movie you watched? I keep on watching

32. Name someone who has turned your life around at some point? Who's the guy?

33. How's your heart lately? Still pumping

34. The person you dislike gets killed by a train, how do you react? Honestly, no feeling at all but reaction? ~ "So, she thought she's going to heaven?"

35. Who is always on your mind no matter what? Loved ones so does my hatred ones

36. Was today a good day? Peaceful & quiet=good

37. Name a class that you really dislike? I hate drawing

39. Do you collect anything? Memories

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know? CARI.com.my gossipers

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over? Never did

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw? Yup, it's to minimize the contact of the sugar to your teeth, they say

43. What does your last text message say? Like I'm going to tell

44. Do you like hot sauce? Bring it on!

45. Last time you took a shower? I will still do in the future

46. Do you need to do laundry? Who wears their clothes once in a lifetime?

47. What is you heritage? Value

48. Are you someone's best friend? I don't think so

A Politician VERSUS Hell or Heaven

2008-03-06T00:26:00.000-08:00

While walking down the street one day a Malaysian Boleh minister is tragically hit by a truck and dies.

His soul arrives in heaven and is met by St. Peter at the entrance.

"Welcome to heaven," says St. Peter. "Before you settle in, it seems there is a problem. We seldom see a high official around these parts, you see, so we're not sure what to do with you."

"No problem, just let me in," says the man.

"Well, I'd like to, but I have orders from higher up. What we'll do is have you spend one day in hell and one in heaven. Then you can choose where to spend eternity."

"Really, I have made up my mind. I want to be in heaven," says the Yang Berhormat

"I'm sorry, but we have our rules," says St. Peter.

And with that, St. Peter escorts him to the elevator and he goes down, down, down to hell. The doors open and he finds himself in the middle of a green golf course. In the distance is a clubhouse and standing in front of it are all his friends and other politicians who had worked with him.

Everyone is very happy and dressed in the finest batik there is. They run to greet him, shake his hand, and reminisce about the good times they had while getting rich at the expense of the people. They play a friendly game of golf and then indulge themselves on lobsters, caviar and the most expensive food there is.

Also present is the devil, who really is a very friendly guy who has a good time dancing and telling jokes. They are having such a good time that before he realizes it, it is time to go.

Everyone gives him a hearty farewell and waves while the elevator rises.

The elevator goes up, up, up and the door reopens on heaven where St. Peter is waiting for him.

"Now it' s time to visit heaven."

So, 24 hours passed by with the Yang Berhormat joining a group of contented souls moving from cloud to cloud, playing the harp and singing. They have a good time and, before he realizes it, the 24 hours have gone by and St. Peter returns.

"Well, then, you've spent a day in hell and another in heaven. Now choose your eternity."

The Yang Berhormat reflects for a minute, then he answers: "Well, I would never have said it before, I mean heaven has been delightful, but I think I am better off in hell."

So St. Peter escorts him to the elevator and he goes down, down, down to hell. Now the doors of the elevator open and he's in the middle of a barren land covered with waste and garbage.

He sees all his friends, dressed in rags, picking up the trash and putting it in black bags as more trash falls from above.

The devil comes over to him and puts his arm around his shoulder.

"I don't understand," stammers the Yang Berhormat. "Yesterday I was here and there was a golf course and clubhouse, and we ate lobster and caviar, drank champagne, and danced and had a great time. Now there's just a wasteland full of garbage and my friends look miserable. What happened?"

The devil looks at him, smiles and says, "Yesterday we were campaigning just like you during an election......Today you voted."

Quoted in the midst of the General Election 2008 heat

Doing It Again

2008-03-05T23:28:00.000-08:00

1. Where is the person you need most right now? Here and there

2. What's your full name? The-one that my parent put on my birth certificate

4. Where will you be 12 hours from now? To slumberland

5. Is it easy for others to make you feel intimidated? Try me

6. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow? Underwear+innerwear+outerwear

7.Where's your girlfriend/boyfriend/husband/wife/homie at? Surviving/striving/strifing=succeeding

8. Are you on a desktop or laptop? Desktop

9. Does anyone hate you for no reason? Anytime and everywhere

10. Can you make yourself cry? That's between me, myself and I

11. What are you planning to do today? I'm already here

12. Play an instrument? Be my guest! (LOL) Expect the unexpected though (LOL)

13. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Can I?

14. What are your favorite colors? Pastel colours

15. Have you ever had your nails done? Read D-I-Y

16. Where did you get the underwear you are wearing right now? There...at 'kadai'..

17. Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an R? Me, myself and R - my initial

18. Have you ever been to Mexico? Take me....me.., me.., me...! ME!!!

19. What are you doing tomorrow? Stay alive and live...!

20. Are you easily confused? Admit it, I'm a slow learner but not that under-average IQ kinda gal

21. Do you think you would make a good wife/husband? The dream of every straight man

22. What's your favorite kind of ice cream? Taste like vanilla

25. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap? It never even started

27. What color are your socks? Silky and transparent - waterproof & last for a lifetime (it's my skin, silly)

28. Where were you at 8am this morning? Snoozing tightly

29. Do you fall for people easily? Holy cow - am not that cheap

30. Everything happens for a reason? Yes and no

31. Have you ever dated someone more than once? I have been dating him for always

32. Who have you texted in the last 24 hours? Somebody, someone, anybody and anyone.

33. Last thing you got in the mail? Snail mail or email

36. Do you find members of the opposite sex confusing? I find the same sex more insulting

38. What are you listening to right now? Sound

39. How has the weekend been? Felt like weekday

40. What do you like about the person you like? He worries me

41. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't? Yes. "Someday you'll get old and die eventually, then you'll rot but your place in Heaven has not been secured even though you claim you've achieved a great position in career, made huge money and done donation to people you so-called poor

42. What is your biggest turn off? Pretender

43. Why did you and your last boyfriend/girlfriend break up? Never

45. Do you prefer being single or taken? Single but not available

46. Who is your best friend and why? Never think of it

47. Are you in love with anyone right now? Sing: "Love is in the air...lalalalala...."

48. Last person to say 'I love you' to you? There's no such last person - he had, he has and he will

49: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Mmmuahhh...muah! Muaaaaaah!!!!

50. Do you like anyone right now? Likable or not, that is not the question....hihihi ;-p

You'll Never Walk Alone

2008-02-29T20:37:00.000-08:00

When you walk through a storm
hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark.
At the end of a storm is a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of a lark.
Walk on through the wind,
Walk on through the rain,
Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown.
Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never, ever walk alone.
Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never, ever walk alone.

I Really Like Doing This

2008-02-29T18:43:00.000-08:00

1. Introduce yourself. Errr...heya!

2. On Thursday at noon, where are you usually? Brunching?

3. Who are the last four people to send you a text message? Somebody, someone, anyone and anybody.

4. What were you doing awhile back? Surfing online

5. What are you listening to right now? Sound

6. Do you still watch MTV? MTV?

7. You need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go first? Store? As in warehouse? LOL...Kidding!

8. How do you feel? Smooth and silky...LOL

9. What time do you wake up for school? I don't do school

10. Movie you last saw? I saw it with chain-saw, yeahhhh....LOL

11. Last two numbers in your phone number. Lemme check...last two numbers in phone number dir....are.....hmmmmm....

12. Where are you? Within my comfort-zone

13. What side of the bed do you sleep on? On the mattress la...silly

14. Do you like roller coasters? Fanatic

15. What magazine(s) do you buy? I stop buying any

16. You went out today? Where? Out of the building

17. What do your pants look like? Try-laughing-at-my- legs

18. Do you own a watch? Duhhh...own a watch? Didn't know it's alive

19. What are you thinking right now? Thoughtless

20. What is the dumbest thing you have ever done with your cellphone? Deleting the no. directory. Accidentally.

21. Are you paranoid? Aren't the person who started these questions is?

22. What was the last thing you were invited to? Applications invitation in prankster. Idiot.

23. What item should never be shared? Sharing is caring

24. What do you usually order at Taco Bell? Aiya...I'm still swinging by from tree to tree in the jungle.

25. Have you ever sat all the way through Gone With the Wind? Will do.

26. When was the last time you were up all night? Insomnia is way out of my routine.

27. Does drinking alcohol make you act more like your true self? I don't do alcohol.

28. Where is your favorite place to be? A creek with the clearest water you can see me naked swimming through

29. Do you ever think about the price of gasoline? If only they didn't found gasoline.

30. Do you sleep with a fan on? Upon weather permission.

31. Do you love it whenever it's raining? "Oh listen to the falling rain, pitter patter pitter patter, oh listen, listen to the falling rain...pitter patter pitter patter, oh listen, listen to the falling rain...pitter patter pitter patter .... ..."

32. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking? Yesterday, today and tomorrow

33. Last get away? Huh?

34. Are you currently planning a trip? Yup! Wanna join?

35. How many plants are in your home? Lost count

36. Have you ever Googled your name and found somebody? Admit it, it's normal. My name is beautiful what.

37. What will you be doing next? Doing Monster Mash another round

38. What is your favorite possession/s? God, sight, memories, loved ones....and..and...and...the list go on..... and on....

39. What makes you feel like you are young again? River bathing?swimming?skin-dipping? Like the karabou lumobu and always minglobu

40. What's on your mind right now? Excuses

43. Do you want to make something that happened within the last week happen again? Which something?

44. Do you really like someone 4 now? Like? It's lurrrrrve.....

45. Are you hungry? Always hungry for satisfaction

46. Plans for tomorrow? Still swinging and hanging from tree to tree

47. Last time you cry? I will never stop crying

48. Last friends you hang out with? I miss hanging out...I am lonely...huhuhuh....lo-lo-lo-lo-lonely....

2008-02-28T01:05:00.000-08:00

God Made Dogs & Pigs, Too

2008-02-27T23:36:00.000-08:00

I don't regard dogs as just a mere pet - they are companions if not enough as bodyguards; or should I say buddies cause I really can't live without one. Once I was nearly went insane when all our dogs were dead of poisons (mean ppl did). Did the Bible tell that having dog around is forbidden? God did not create them to be harassed and treat as they were shit. I really disagree with this one belief that dog cannot be touched for doing so means committing sin. God made the dog so any of His creation is pure, right. It is just in terms of hygiene and health purpose not then treating dog as undignified. But, hey..I have been touching dog all my life and here I am still alive. Did I commit a sin? But in the Ten Commandments I couldn't find any law stating "Thou should not touch any dog"?

They told me never to interfere when dog is having its meal for the day otherwise you'll included in the serving as well. Well, whoever said these must be dog-enemy. Cause I feed the dog and I can prankly full the bowl, it never even snap?bark?gnarl?bite? me; instead it wriggle its tail and lick my hand as to "minta kesian" so that it can have the meal back. Sometimes I wonder if what people saying is just lies. Anyway, trust is all needed between pet and human. When a dog trust you, it offer you free security system. It guards you, the house and the household.

My Life Begins At 30

2008-02-25T23:24:00.000-08:00

I've decided to continue? further? my study. I really don't care what would my fellow friends? acquaintances? family? say of this but I'm determine. Although I haven't discuss it with my future-hubby, I'm confident he'll give me a thumb for it. Who says age matters? After all, being a student is a lifelong journey, doesn't mean if you've got a degree, you're no longer a student; we're indeed a student from the second we're born and the term will never worn out of you until the final second of your breath.

"Late bloomer? She-he who laughs the last, laughs the loudest."

Errr...but which course would I like to do?
History?
English literature?
International studies?

Again, I really don't need any of your opinion.

Epilepsy

2008-02-22T07:22:00.001-08:00

There's a period during my childhood where I shown these symptoms, too. Thanks God it didn't develop into much, much serious illness as I went older.

Here's a case match with mine from http://www.epilepsy.com/epilepsy/epilepsy_childhoodabsence

Here's a typical story: Sonia, an 8-year-old girl, "blanks out" for a few seconds and sometimes stops dancing for 10 to 20 seconds during her ballet lessons. Her teacher calls her name, but Sonia doesn't seem to hear her. She usually blinks a few times and her eyes may roll up a bit, but with the short seizures she just stares. Then she is right back where she left off in her dance routine. Some days she has more than 50 of these spells.

The seizures of childhood absence epilepsy (CAE) are usually staring spells during which the child is not aware or responsive. The child's eyes may roll up briefly. Each spell lasts about 10 seconds and ends abruptly. The child often is not even aware that anything has happened. These episodes can occur 1 to 50 times per day, often during exercise. Tonic-clonic (grand mal) seizures, with or without fever, may occur for a while before absence seizures develop and may occur from time to time thereafter.

Who gets it?
CAE accounts for 2% to 8% of patients with epilepsy. The absence seizures usually begin between the ages of 4 and 8 years in children who have normal intelligence and neurologic function.

The cause is predominantly genetic. About one-third of the families of children with CAE report a family history of similar seizures. The brothers and sisters of children with CAE have about a 10% chance of developing epilepsy.

Tell me more
The EEG shows spike and wave discharges at 1.5 to 4.0 Hz (cycles per second) that are the same on both sides of the brain. CT and MRI scans of the brain are normal, so they may not be recommended.

How is it treated?
Either Zarontin (ethosuximide) or Depakote (valproate) can be used to treat CAE. The advantage of using Depakote is that it treats both absence and tonic-clonic seizures. If the absences are persistent, Depakote and Zarontin should be tried one at a time and then in combination. Lamictal (lamotrigine) has been shown to be effective in treating CAE. Some of the newer antiepileptic drugs show promise in CAE but have not undergone controlled studies. These include Keppra (leviteracetam), Topamax (topiramae), and Zonegram (zonisamide).

What's the outlook?
Childhood absence epilepsy is considered to be one of the relatively benign childhood epilepsies. For 65% of these children, the seizures respond to treatment and disappear by mid-adolescence. Absence seizures persisting into adult life are rare, but it happens occasionally.

But in my case, I sometimes did aware of my state when the "black-out/absence" attack came; it's just that I couldn't control my brain to function thus to stop the activity. In me it was already in the past. But does it relate to my slowness in learning? Although I do have quite a LONG memory. Epilepsy history versus slow learner? Possible?

Sometimes I Wonder Is It More Than A Mere Headache

2008-02-22T06:48:00.000-08:00

I really suffered from a worse headache nowadays. It does bother me much! Who can stands it when you're having that fun stuff and 'it' pop in the middle to say hi. Found these facts online:

http://familydoctor.org/online/famdocen/home/articles/096.html

What is Meniere's disease?
Meniere's (say "men-ears") disease is the name of a problem of the inner ear. No one knows the cause. Meniere's disease has something to do with fluid in canals of the inner ear. Although it can be troublesome, Meniere's is not contagious and it isn't fatal. However, it's a "chronic" problem, which means that it lasts a long time. People with Meniere's disease don't have symptoms all the time. When symptoms occur, it's called an "attack." Attacks may happen often, or only sometimes. Attacks usually last from 20 minutes to 2 hours or longer. Meniere's disease usually occurs in only one ear. It affects both ears in only about 30% of patients.

What are the symptoms during an attack?
The symptoms of Meniere's disease include dizziness, a feeling of fullness in the ear and tinnitus (a roaring sound in the ear). The dizziness is described as a spinning or whirling feeling and may cause problems with balance (feeling unstable while walking). Some people feel nauseated and vomit during an attack (because of the spinning feeling). Some people also notice some hearing loss, especially with sounds that have a low tone.

What is the treatment for Meniere's disease?
Your doctor may recommend that you try to control the attacks by changing your diet. Since the disease is a result of a problem with fluid in canals of the inner ear, you may have to limit your salt intake. Controlling the level of salt in your body will indirectly control the amount of fluid in the inner ear canals. A medicine called a diuretic (water pill) may also help. You should limit the amount of caffeine and alcohol in your diet, and quit smoking if you smoke. Your doctor can prescribe medicines to help with feelings of dizziness and nausea. These medicines may cause you to feel sleepy. In difficult cases of Meniere's disease (when attacks can't be controlled by diet or medicines), surgery may be necessary.

What should I do during an attack?
During an attack, you should try to lie flat on a surface that doesn't move, such as the floor. To cope with the dizziness, keep your eyes aimed at an object that doesn't move. Don't eat or drink much, so you will be less likely to vomit. When the symptoms go away, get up slowly. You may feel very sleepy and want to sleep for several hours after an attack. If you keep vomiting for more than 24 hours and can't keep down any liquids, call your doctor for medicine to help control the vomiting.

How do I cope with Meniere's disease?
Meniere's disease is often frustrating for people who have it. You may have to change the way you live to control the attacks. You must follow your doctor's advice about diet and alcohol, caffeine and smoking. You may also have to limit the stress in your life or learn how to deal with stress better, since stress may cause an attack. Let your family, friends and co-workers know about the disease. Tell them how they can help you if you have an attack.

Match exactly with these symptoms in me. But I thought mine is migraine? Hang on there? Migraine plus Meniere's disease then? Holy cow! Then...I should blame my diet and stress factors cause I don't do any caffeine/alcohol/tobacco. But serving minus the salt is really...errr....stoneage, man....How can cope with the craving for raw unripe mango with salt then? Yum!

My Story

2008-02-18T01:16:00.000-08:00

When we were young, me and my cousin used to point that "this" ethnic has the most beautiful maids in Sabah. We've never realised that they actually just shit who pretends they are the courageous and bold ones. Look at their figure? You can even count them barely with your 10-fingers minus the feet's. Why they are scarce? They are declining cause most of their ancestors were assasinated by other tribes including us. It is really funny claiming they are the warriors when nowadays you can only see a handful of them. Where's the rest you may ask? The others were all dead killed by other tribes warriors in the era of my paternal grandfather. And all they can do now is exhibiting the remains and traces of their fallen so-called warriors because their original species is endangered. If not only those outsiders helping them to spread their name, they are long gone. Milk blended with chocolated is not a pure milk. It's totally different. Hahahaha! Whoever claim themselves the mightest is actually the weakest cause the strongest wouldn't say by words, they act! You are really choking me laughing to death that your tribe is the mightiest????? Look, count how many people in your tribe left? 50? Oh..it's divided by mixed cultural? The original pure blood of your tribe is just 10? Quick...get help from UNESCO...your tribe will be endangered in 3-years! Owww...what to do...what to do.....Now you can see who's the mightiest, scariest, boldest, survivest tribe!

Rain and Tears

2008-02-18T01:14:00.000-08:00

rain and tears are the same
but in the sun you've got
to play the game
when you cry in winter time
you can pretend
it's nothing but the rain

how many times I've seen
tears running from your blue eyes

rain and tears are the same
but in the sun you've got
to play the game

give me an answer Love
sign me an answer Love

rain and tears in the sun
but in your heart
you feel the rainbow waves

rain and tears both are shown
for my heart there'll never be a sun
rain and tears are the same
but in the sun you've got
to play the game

Gongxi Fa Chai

2008-02-07T07:23:00.000-08:00

Gongxi fa chai...xin nian kuai le..wan si ru yi...I'm not Chinese. When I was a little girl, I used to watch the lion dance in awe...even now I still find them amusing. Twenty-one years ago the lion dance was much more energetic & artsy...When they play it at the town, huge gathering it was. And everywhere at the townshops is in red - red with the fire crackers papers. Lots of noise, there even fireworks at night. Or is it I'm just imagining? There is indeed firework on 1 night.

Chewing Boredom 2nd Sequel

2008-02-07T06:56:00.000-08:00

1.Is your friendster name your real name?
U bet

2.Elaborate on your primary photo.
Potrait self-taken

3.Who introduced friendster to you ?
Coursemates during uni days - I thought it was no use back then until we separated & I knew we ought to keep in touch

4. How many testimonials do you have?
I never count

5.What’s your current relationship status?
Single but not available

6.What are you wearing right now?
Nighties

7.What is your current problem?
Procrastinatination

8.What are you doing right now?
Reading the line

10.What do you love most?
Peaceful nature

11.What makes you happy?
Travelling

12.Are you musically inclined?
What say u...

13.What would you do if you woke up one morning and found out you were on cocaine?
How would I know I'm on cocaine? U knew cuz u put it on me

14.If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be?
Score straight stars in SPM

15.If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what will you be?
Like we will, in ur dreams, mate!

16.Ever have a near death experience?
I pray to God I am still here now....& answering this shits

17. Name ONE obvious quality you have.
Intelligence

18.What’s the name of the song that’s stuck in your head right now?
I don't sing

19.Are you happy today?
Nooooo......huk...hukk....

20.Who will cut and paste this first?
None of my concern

21.Name someone with the same birthday as you:
The late Princess Diana

22.Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
As a child: children choir; as a student: school performance; adult: I reluctantly volunteer nowadays, besides I can't really sing

23.What is/are the first thing(s) you notice about the opposite/same sex?
Their idiot grin

24.What do you usually order from starbucks?
Never been there - why not? Later...

25.Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
There's this itch I can't stop scratching until the epidermis erupted & bleed

26.Say something totally random about you:
Big mind with small heart

27.Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Wait till I my make-up on

28.Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
Yup....serious ppl are tad boring

29.Did you have braces?
Wonder y there aren't

30.Are you comfortable with your height?
I wanted to be taller

31.What is the most romantic thing someone of the opposite sex has done for you?
Gimme a muah on the cheek in public

32.When do u know it’s love?
Have I found my love..I dun think so

33.Do you speak any other languages?
Mother-tongue

34.What is your favorite smell?
Fresh roses

35.Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
No, thanks

36.What magazines do you read?
Health & beauty/gardening/home & furnishing/travel

37.Have you ever ridden in a limo?
Offer me!!!!! Plssssssss......

39. Do you watch mtv?
Y not

40.Do you like Michael Jackson?
Which Michael Jackson?

41.Can you dance?
Yaaaa.....but not for a perfomance or competition

On Xmas Day

2007-12-24T23:43:00.000-08:00

We, SDA members never actually celebrate Xmas - in terms of religious aspect...but we do accept the joyous celebration of His anniversary.

So, there is no church service in ocassion of today. Instead I went to an uncle's wedding day..but alas...(sigh) we didn't go to the reception. After a long season of raining days, today is so bright, sunshiny day...as we were used to the coldness of the raining period that today is really a hot day. Besides, there are two couples married and lots of guests of course. My cousin told she & other cousins actually went for the reception but with so many guests but a small serving table, they wouldn't want to wait more, they left early without having meal eventually.

I regret attending the wedding cuz the decor is just tad simple. My ideas are far better. Now because of the high UV exposure, I got watery eyes, dizzy head, my mood gets down...Worst, I get mad at that cow Norbert...Yesterday, he promised me he gives me the DVD player he won for being among the Top 10 worker in his company..today he told his sister already took it. How could he!!!!!! I dun care if he didn't promise me before...but he breaks his promise for the sake of his sister?!!!! OH MY HOLY CRAP! His sister is much more important than me - his own so-called future wife?!!! I can't believe this...When was he ever make me happy? This is really a BAD day!

I hate it when anybody breaks his promise...that is equal to being a liar...which is already Satanic behaviour! At least Lucifer is better, he dun lie & dump u into shit, he gets even - he takes u to fly high....Is there any cast lower than Lucifer's level? Cuz that's the rate I would put that bloody hell Norbert in. I dun think he would ever makes me happy. Lord, I am really right about this - he's not a match from heaven, he's a disaster from hell!!!!!!

Chewing boredom

2007-12-11T22:30:00.000-08:00

1. What would hurt more: seeing your best friend make out with your ex, or finding out that your ex never liked you?
Finding that he never liked me...wasting my time, money & energy!

2. What is the most ridiculous thing you have ever said?
Telling people to die and eventually weeks later they're indeed dead! (God, forgive my sins)

3. Do you shave your stomach?
Not that I'll undergo an operation

4. What country do you hope to raise a family in?
In the country....(read as USA slang)

5. When was the last time you felt ill?
I am ill...ill of boredom and insanity

6. Did you speak to your mother today?
Even if I don't want to, I must...

7. What color reminds you of your school?
White....reminds me of the exercise books...chalks...shoes...the uniform...

8. Do you take more photos of other people or are you in more photos?
Take photos of others...damn, I'm so desperate to find the perfect angle I forgot I need to be on the photos as well, alas...

9. Is Orlando Bloom as good as he sounds?
He's not my friend and I don't adore him, duh!

10. Where will you be tonight?
Still struggling to be on the track

11 . How many months until your birthday?
I can't turn back time to attend my own birth day...besides, I was already delivered...he..ll...ooooo...ECHO!

12. Do you prefer love songs or country music?
Love songs in the country

13. Do you need to pee?
Yeah...to eliminate all those toxic waste from my body system

14. Describe the last dream you had?
Errr...I forgot....but I like when I dream about delivering a baby cuz it never fail to deliver good news, too

15. Do you have a six pack?
I'm fat...that's why

16. Are you better at Science or History?
Both are already in history

17 . Is there a person you are crushing on?
Any eligible crown prince..lol!

18. Have you ever had a dream that came true?
Plenty

19. Does your job involve stripping?
Not until the blow job...lol!

20. Would you rather have a garden in your backyard or a patio?
Depends on what type of the house, thankfully I have both for the time being

21. How old were you when you lost your last tooth?
Old enough to remember the pain

22. Does it snow where you're from?
If you could provide the machine to generate 'em it will...

23. It rain today?
You see..I am not awake for 24 hours...so I x notice if there was any rain from 12.01am until I woke up this morning, today...

24. Is your bedroom tidy?
I can find my stuffs easily, though

25. What song is in your head right now?
Hummmmm..nature is always the best music

26. Where is your sister right now?
They do not need to be babysit anymore

27. Last place you kissed someone?
On his lips?

28. Name three things you did today?
Breathing, moving and getting alive

29. Last person you text messaged?
My sister otherwise my fiance if he hasn't lost his hp

30. What kind of phone do you have?
Mobile cellular?

31. What are you listening to?
Sounds

32. What do you smell like?
Blame my hormones

33. What color are your eyes?
Light brown....and they're not lens

34. Do you have a chair in your room?
Err...what chair?

35. What are you doing tomorrow?
Struggling to be alive

36. Do you know anyone named Betsy?
Yup...but she's taken

37. What color is your hair?
Brownish black? lol! hey..I inherited it naturally...but thinking of dyeing for a lighter shade, though

38. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
I sing with all my heart...lol!

39. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Of course....my niece would love the mmmmpppwwwwhhhuaaaaa....

40. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
Last nite...cuz available siblings are now still sleeping....yeah, boys...(*sigh*)

41. How's your heart?
Throbbing and pumping

42. Do you like fire?
Fire as in fireworks? Yay....!

43. Are you allergic to anything?
Perfume! That's a spell that put me into sleep...now you know the secret

44. True best friends?
Only ONE true best friend - J.E.S.U.S...trust me, best friends were for teenagers...when you get into uni, start working, begin a family....best friends withdraw, only true friends stay and one of them is my future husband

45. Do you miss someone?
It's not just someone...read plural...

46. Do you think they miss you too?
Yes, guaranteed

47. Have you ever seen your school counselor?
Is she missing?

48. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
Yes...but when I do became one, I realized it's not that thrilling and glad I dun have to anymore

49. What is one thing you've learned about life?
Living for legacy of God

50. Is anyone jealous of you?
Used to be... Now, I've nothing to be pried on anymore

51. When was the last time you got flowers?
There's no last time....it'll goin' on and on...for ever

52. Where were you 2 hours ago?
I didn't go anywhere

53. Where were you 4 hours ago?
Told 'ya....I x go anywhere, duhhh!

54. Has anyone ever used you?
Yup...manipulating is the art everybody should master. I can forgive but will never forget

55. What are you looking forward to?
Reunited with my fiance, he's working out of town....so spending time together is precioussss...

56. Anyone you want to kill right now?
I live within The Ten Commandments - Thou should not kill (but that excludes if I want to protect my modesty, rite?)

57. Do you fall for the wrong people?
Yup....but I make the best out of it...

58. Are you friends with any exs?
My fiance is my first relationship, I dun have any exs...

59. Think of someone you have liked. Do you regret?
Owwhhh..those schoolgirls' giggles...those are meant to be keep as sweet memories not to be regreted...thank you... ;o)

The Most Sexiest Man Alive - Uggghhh, Forget Tom Cruise

2007-11-19T03:43:00.000-08:00

Spotted him on The Starter Wife. Immediately fell in lurve with him the moment his eyes set upon me. Who is this man? Wow....it is STEPHEN MOYER! OMG! I used to believe TomKat will reign forever, but now I've got Stevie...

Step Inside A Secret Garden

2007-11-19T01:30:00.000-08:00

Let its secluded location, protected walls and fragrant plants whisk you away

A magical garden awaits you. It longs to be tucked into a quiet corner of your backyard, placed there just for the pure enjoyment of it. The appeal of a secret garden is vast-it offers a private, secluded nook for relaxing, breathing in fragrant floral scents and retreating from the hustle and bustle of the outside world. With a little planted artistry, this special garden can become the best-kept secret around.

Shrouded in Privacy
Walled courtyards and tiny urban terraces tucked behind apartment buildings are ready-made secret gardens, naturally shielded from passersby on the street. In a larger garden, the secluded nature of the backyard makes it a perfect spot for hiding a secret garden.

To create a treasured sense of privacy, install "walls" with a combination of planted materials and hardscaping. Consider large hemlocks for an instant dense hedge, a row of boxwood shrubs or columnar evergreen bushes like Hicks yews. Pair living walls with a structure such as a fence, trellis, the side of an existing shed or an old stone wall.

Enhance the private feeling of your enclave by adding a "ceiling" to your secret garden, with a vine-draped pergola or arbor. You could even add a real door or a gate to further obscure the room within; pieces of architectural salvage, such as a weathered wood door or a wrought iron gate reclaimed from an older home, will lend an element of intrigue and history.

Lushly Landscaped
A bare wooden fence and an empty trellis will beg to be planted with a climber that weaves in and out of small crevices and holes, clambering up towards the sky. Morning glories, climbing roses, clematis, wisteria and ivy all make good choices for growing on supports.

If your secret garden is a back corner of your property, the soil may not be the best your yard has to offer. Or you may not have any soil at all if the space is very small or the available ground is paved over with the brick walkway. In these cases, containers present a marvellous solution. They can be filled with colourful annuals, fragrant herbs and even vegetables. Best of all, they can be moved around to camouflage bare spots along a trellis or an opening in a hedge.

Special Features
To make your secret garden even more of a destination, add an enchanting water feature. If you wish to keep the area especially restful, choose a reflecting pool with still waters, or even a small birdbath. Alternately, the splish-splash noises of trickling fountain or small waterfall would mask the sounds of quiet conversation and keep your garden a secret place where quiet tete-a-tetes between old friends are overheard by not a single soul.

Sweet Scents

Fragrant plants add a distinctive magic to the secret garden, creating a special space that' markedly different from the rest of your yard. Fragrance also encourages visitors to stop and linger, inhaling the sweet scent of roses, peonies, lavender, jasmine, honeysuckle or gardenia for example. If you have empty spaces between pavers, don't want to maintain a traditional lawn area, plant a carpet of fragrant herbs like thyme or chamomile.

Copied from Backyard Solutions

Traditional Food of Tagahas

2007-11-18T23:19:00.000-08:00

Bosou
Linongot
Tuhau
Pinongian
Tutod
Jaruk Mambangan

My Dream Wedding

2007-11-17T22:47:00.001-08:00

All are just ideas, picked online (still in the midst of editing explains the incomplete crediting )

Theme and colours
An outdoor wedding : Cream peach, soft pink and gold

The Invitation Card

The Wedding Ring

The Background
Background Wording

The Cake

The gown

The Bouquet
Bride's

Bridesmaid's

Hand corsage
For candlelighter & flowergirls

The Headpiece and Veil

Hair Style

Bridesmaid Dress
Ceremony
Reception

Candlelighter Dress

Flowergirl Dress

Groom Suit
Ceremony
Reception

Bestman
Ceremony
Reception

Groomsman

Bibleboy

Boutonnieres

Main Table Centrepiece

Unity Candle

Flower and Decoration

The Music
Ocean Size Love by Leigh Nash
Erti Cinta by Maya Karin

The Favours

Beautiful Pictures

TWELVE
to
NINE
months
before

Propose
Announce engagement
Determine the type of wedding you want, setting, size and degree of formality.
Select a date and time. Consider time of day, as this affects formality and catering choices.
Select a location for the ceremony, taking into consideration season and weather.
Book a reception site.
Determine who will officiate the ceremony.
Set an initial budget.
Decide how expenses will be shared.
Shop together for rings.
Determine guest list size.
Select and book a caterer, photographer and videographer.
Determine wedding attendants.
Choose your colors; they will affect your flowers, invitations, attire, linens and cake.
Choose your bridal gown and headpiece.
Select and book entertainment for reception as well as music for ceremony.

NINE
to
SIX
months
before

Announce your engagement in the newspaper.
Choose dresses and accessories for bridesmaids and flower girls.
Start compiling names and addresses of guests.
Begin your bridal registry.
Maintain records of all gifts received and send thank-you notes immediately for shower gifts.
Select florist.
Begin shopping for men's attire.

SIX
to
FOUR
months
before

Select and order invitations.
Plan honeymoon.
Help mothers select and coordinate their dresses.
Ensure that all bridal attire has been ordered.
Begin shopping for trousseau.
Check requirements for blood test and marriage license.
Discuss where you will live after the wedding.
Experiment with hair styles and makeup.
Select baker and order wedding cake.

FOUR
to
TWO
months
before

Arrange transportation, limousines, horse and carriage, vans, etc.
Choose and reserve men's wedding attire.
Start addressing invitations and announcements. Invitations should be mailed six weeks prior to the ceremony.
Design a map to direct guests to the ceremony and reception site for an insertion with the invitations.
Arrange accommodations for out-of-town attendants and guests.
Confirm all details with your hired professionals.
Confirm ceremony details with your officiant.
Arrange rehearsal details.
Purchase accessories such as ring pillow, toasting goblets, guest registry.
Plan attendants' parties.
Make appointment with your hairdresser.
Schedule final fitting.
Schedule attendants' final fitting.
Finalize honeymoon plans.
Have physical exam.

ONE
month
before

Get blood test and marriage license.
Have your final dress fitting.
Have formal bridal portrait done.
Have final fitting for wedding attendants.
Select gifts for wedding participants.
Purchase gift for fiancé(e).
Have attendants' parties.
Decide menu for reception.
Purchase a going away outfit.

TWO
weeks
before

Arrange to have names changed on driver's license, social security card, etc.
Finish addressing announcements to be mailed the day of your wedding.
Contact guests who have not responded.
Pick up rings and confirm that they fit.
Meet with your photographer and decide on special photos you want taken.
Meet with videographer and decide on special events or people your want videotaped.
Meet with entertainer and determine music to be played during special events (i.e., candlelighting, cutting of cake, etc.)
Continue writing thank-you notes
Plan rehearsal dinner. Finalize rehearsal dinner details.

on
the
DAY

Remain calm and relaxed.
Eat well.
Don't forget the rings and marriage license.
Start dressing 1 1 / 2 hours before the ceremony.
Have music start 30 minutes prior to the start of the ceremony.
Have ushers seat guests upon arrival.
Have groom's parents seated 5 minutes prior to the start of the ceremony.
Have bride's mother seated immediately before processional.

Quoted from http://www.northcoastjournal.com/weddings/checklist.html

Wish List of Mine ;)))

2007-11-15T19:34:00.000-08:00

Dated 5th September 2006 - Evacuated and edited from Come What May

If been asked, sepa2 pun mesti suma ada impian. If not, there'll be no aspiration and inspiration. The world will be such a nasty to go through and boring to live into. When I was in my high school years, my wish is to enter uni. Now, I grew older...awet muda ba ;p...there seems to be loads of stuff to achieve:

1. take SCUBA license
2. write a GREAT book
3. set up a business I would pass to generations
4. take driving licence
5. take a master degree in English literature and classical art

klu ada SCUBA licence mesti best, manala tau jpa harta karun d banggi....ada 1 spot 2 sa npk sangatla cantik wpun nampak dari jauh...mesti coral reef dia bt sa lupa dunia....i just cant resist waterrrrr.....eh, i can swim apa...i pity who can't....LOL....rugi! & psl tulis buku 2 pla, it won't be a romance story but sa mo tulis 'bout the story of my very own tribe...the Tagahas...at least len kali, 1000 tahun akan datang ble buat reference, and first & foremost as proofs that Tagahas bukan bangsa kampungan or malas or ketinggalan zaman...but we're just a bunch of ppl who appreciate the soil to benefits of those lupa daratan, the real "inda sedar diri" kinda ppl...yg sangatla x sedar there's more 2 life than just posh cars, skyhigh apartment, clubbing....high heels...gucci, christian dior,bla..bla...cuba klu org tanam padi juz to feed the family but not 4 commercial....adala yg btl2 jadi org putih x makan nasi but ubi gantang....ja...than rice ni is luxury food....padan muka derang....abis x sedar diri, sepala yg mo supply derang rice klu bukan these humble farmers...siurang x pa, siurang suda besa tanam padi...

pikir2 bila sd zaman menganggur lagi luas dr ladang anggur ni, better set up a business & expand it to be my generations heritage...ini bukan zaman where ppl were judged by their books but looks...the thicker acc u have the greatest u r although sijil kindergarten ja...money rules....sa ble bayangkan that if in a sudden tiba2 i strike a gold mine mesti cigu2...lecturers/professors...even menteri2 & kings & queens pun will bow down 2 me....HAHAHAHA!!!! even if sa dulu masa uni x pemes, antar ass pun berexcuses lg (abis sa mmg x tau buat????...camana....bg sa tempoh 1 tahun pun sa mmg takkan dpt A+...cuz i really dont hv heart in it....bt pa paksa2....)...mesti suma pun mengaku knew me....I CAN IMAGINE....LOL..kidding....sssss....;p

sa mmg x pandai drive car...start enjin ja pandai this..LOL...so utk wish yg mmg sa ble tunaikan d sooner....i put this one...pas 2 klu suda ada license & can drive already...& got lots of money...i wanna...4WD vehicle....so that i can travel anywhere i want...basar ba sabah ni...besides, i lurrrrveeee.....travelling!!!!!

& the fifth wish...it must comes true this one...cuz i know this is my passion...my talent...my 1st love....my strength....my body & soul....MY EVERYTHING.....!!!!

BUT HOW I WISH....the most of all, that God will always granted me normal physical abilities like now so that I can use it to earn money....& as long as I'm free of any acute sickness...and as long as im always showered with blessings to fill up my bank acc...makes my parents happy...the food always laid up on the table...theres my pc...my streamyx...my hp...my bedroom as it is now...& as long as the family dogs are always the 1st to greet us...and that i can still attend church every sabbath...as long as LOVE & HAPPINESS lingered around us...and that i have my bonnie....by my side....and as long as i can help others & do things that make me feel good, i am happy...grateful...satisfied...honoured...thankful, as can be....AMEN.

An Evening of The Unsung Reunion

2007-11-15T19:05:00.000-08:00

Dated 6th July 2006 - Evacuated and edited from Come What May

RRR...E..U..N..I..O..N.....happened 2day, quite spontaneous...Teddy called Chang, Kartini, Marthonoh & Sonnel, Chang called ME, Elna, Ma Nyuk, Ah Siong....initially i didn't wanna go cuz i've got some tasks but then eventually i said yes! several of us were married/engaged but we came minus the husbands/wives/fiance/es. marthonoh brought this old letter which the rest of us had totally forgot... A letter or should I called it a petition exactly... About us wanting a physics/add maths teachers...

The story went like this: we were just starting our form 4 in science stream session but without physics/maths teachers...& we even heard that if the problem went longer, we have 2 quit science stream & went for art stream or leave 4 another school... There were only 2 choices... and we x want either choice... First, becuz all of us was dreaming 2 b engineers/architects/scientists..;p..any of the science stream jobs... We were really zealous but naive during those days... Second, becuz most of us were spoiled-crybabies-spoonfed-rotten kids who x wanna stay at hostel if we transferred 2 another school...So we agreed 2 make a PETITION, contained a cover letter & signatures with remarks of why we NEED the teachers 4 d subjects...

Reading the copy of the PETITION was hilarious!!! ;LOL;LOL;LOL!!! Now I remember that after the petition was made, all of us of the 4 SCIENCE 1995 headed 2 the principal's office...Mr Kah Kong Boo..

I'm x sure if our action did prove something either was it related to the rescue of the 2 teachers who came like 6-months (or was it less) after our petition...

This reunion...which is: 11 years after proved that although we've left high school/college/university...we still look the same...except that most have gain weight but only a pinch of chubbiness... Although few are already married & had kid(s) or is engaged 2 be married...looks like those yesteryears of our high schools giggles+fun was just last nite...& for me we still look the same...same old us...LOL... How i miss the memories of high school... Guys, are we going 2 be reunited again?

Banggi Second Edition : The Truth

2007-11-15T19:00:00.001-08:00

Dated ..... - Evacuated and edited from Come What May

People of Balabak
~The majority of ppl here in the surrounding of SK Padang is the group of Balabak ethnic(LOL! klu dusun len suda 2 d pikiran)
~Beware the practise of "charm", it's still HOT & DA BOMB here, so be suspicious 2 everyone but not until it's SO...obvious & it shows... Never consume any food/edible thing they gave: first becuz someone might dislikes u and put something in it which cause bounty of pain, second becuz u should be wary of the hygiene level

Villages nearby
~Apart from Maliyu, others are: Padang, Kalangkaman, Damaran, Pengkalan darat (Pengkalan = Pangkalan = Port; There is no such thing as port after all, they are even clueless of the origin of the name)

History of the school
~Before being moved to Maliyu, SK Padang was formerly situated at Kg Padang but due to certain disputes and natural causes it was relocated to current spot in Maliyu

Water problem
~Don't expect direct pipe supply, of course even if u can see a pipeline, the source is from the tank & from rain
~Be prepared that you might take your bathe at the well

Temperature
~It is really damn hot & dry... Mostly lack of wind, imagine that
~Although it is windy & cloudy, DO still wear sunblock with at least SPF40...unless you think tan is sexy

Food source
~It's a fisherman village u say, alas!... Seafood isn't abundant here as it is used to be as before. But you can still savour a simple luxury though, you can still have fish for meals but have to "order" 'em. And it is more than plenty cuz they'll sell you 4 fishes for RM1. Errrr..but they are just ikan putih, ikan kayu... What do you expect? Tuna? Salmon?

My hometown KM vs Kiulu (and Lotter)

2007-11-15T18:58:00.000-08:00

Dated ...... - Evacuated and edited from Come What May

Sa bukanla mokirayou @ urg bilang, sd popular br mo bising2 mgaku saudara, tp since we're related by blood, although ndala minat tomod ngan dia, but itula, cuz by DNA there's always the family spirit 2 support him... lgpun bukan salah kami nda kanal menganal saudara, klu bukan sb af manala sa tau sa ada kaum kerabat d membakut. blame it to our grandparents yg buat derrrkkkk... ja pasal hubungan saudara-mara ni. tp klu tiba2 tcouple = coz yg mmg nda tau2 dia 2 saudara, bising betul mo halang padahal suda pupu tiga, empat, lima..yg bilang urang ble kawin suda... tp klu mo kasi kumpul2 & kanal2 saudara nda pla buat. i remember my coz: masa d u, he met this gorgeous girl, memang menarik, tertarik da bomb la kunu dia npk... ba coz sa len daerah, ni ppuan len daerah (yg actually another coz), n sb sd angau py pasal nda lg bcrita psl asal usul, kemaruk suda bsinta... tlupa latar belakang keluarga... skali 1 hari ngam2 ada birthday/anniversary party d rumah my maternal granparents, coz sa dgn bangganyala bw ni sumandak dia, mo tayangla kunu = family & relatives especially 2 grandparentsla... ninik sa pn interviewla ni girl ni, skali rupanya gf dia ni coz la pla...indaka hancur luluh harapan....bsinta = coz sendiri... mmgla ada juga kes sesama cousins (1st cousins pun ada) yg kawin & hdp sihat walafiat... tp coz sa ni mdgr ckp urang tuala kunu...nda mo mderhaka = ninik la kunu, jadi berat hati pun..., sb mo jaga hati ninik tpaksala break off...

Bbalik = lotter, i think salah taki diala 2...pa tidak klu ninik sa jemput p wedding/anniversary/birthday party d kiulu pn bukan mo dtg 2...even dulu my ninik's sister (ninikla juga) passed away pun, their brother/saudara2 d keningau x dtg... mcm2 alasan derang, sepa suru mrantau jauh2 pas 2 susah pla mo blk, camanala mo kanal saudara klu bg2... klu sa passed away, my family x dtg tgu sa 4-d-last, mesti sa p umburio derang, HAHAHAHA!!!!

Congrats lotter...!!! we're happy 4 u, harap2 nti sa kawin ko dtgla menyanyi ah..tp free la..x duit sa mo bayar artisss...neiii... ;p biar gempak-da bomb-menarik-tertarik nanti majlis kawin sa,,LOL!!! klu ko mengaku saudara la.... tp nda rugila kmi undi ko, @ least dpt juga ko VIOS...yg kami ni...still cam itu2 juga... & pas ni bila bk Keningau tyla ko py taki sepa2 saudara mara d Kiulu 2... & jan lupa kami yg d KM ni juga....ckp = taki ko, igt2 la mana jalan mo p Kiulu kanto... ;))) (mcmla Lotter dpt baca ni blog nda pemes ni..)

Mesti ada urang pertikaikan napa ada urang Kiulu sasat d KM... Well..., being a tagahas...nothing's impossible...klu suda tagahas namanya pantang dgr tanah kusung sanala tagahas berduyun2 berabut tanah...dats y la my kaum kerabat can be traced in tambunan & keningau...dulu2, in a beautiful place called simbulon, my ancestors are the most feared by the other tribe...that's y they're called tagahas..but i forgotla the real meaning of the term "tagahas" my father already told me these but damn...i x remember a single thing anymore...nti i'll ask him again...sa indala bangga perasan tbabas tp tagahas ni mmgla rajin, x payahla kena bgtau pa mo buat utk maju...like certain suku 2 yg asyik menyalahkan wakil rakyat sb x bg derang kemajuan, pikir YB kamuitu mesin duit... wpun tagahas ni dulu2 tinggal d area pergunungan, derang x juga ba sesat klu psl meniaga...slalu juga turun tamu, dr sana ada tagahas yg dpt peluang kerja kebun gatah urang sina...tp then derang tpikir, drp jadi kuli sina napa sendiri x tanam gata...jadi "turunla" sekelompok tagahas ni cari tanah baru bikin tampat tanam gatah... lama2 tagahas yg len npk ada kemajuan tanam gata, mula2 derang bhijrah "turun" jg bina kg baru ikut tanam gata...dats y kiulu skg byk gatah...lama2 sebab malas mo ulang alik, mitakad pitakad, ada yg menetap terus d kiulu tinggalkan simbulon, & eventually simbulon once a busy settlement skg jadi utan semula...sb suma urang kg dia turun p kiulu...tp selain putung gata, these tagahas mmg terer tanam padi...then lama2 d bukit panuh gatah, tanah randah pla penuh sawah.. eh..jap, masa tagahas2 ni turun dr simbulon derang x turun p kiulu ja but also 2 tambunan...dulu time taki masi ada perna jejak kasih p tambunan tp x jpa sd kaum kerabat yg terdekat...masa 2 bila spi kg kituntul, tambunan...kami kn bgtau relative taki yg plg dekat suda pinda p keningau...then kami p keningau, bila spi keningau, rupanya suda pindah p tawau...tawau nda sanggup la travel masa 2...suda namanya tagahas tagahas la ba juga...pantang dgr tanah mesti pindah...o...sambung pla cerita camana kami spi KM, missionaries yg bgtau tanah kusung d km abundant masa 2...sesuai sgt tanam padi...pa lg taki & kaum kerabat yg len pun suma bpusu2 dtg...then, thats the beginning of the Kiulus in KM... when my father married my mother, & ngam2 masa 2 my father was transferred in KM, di situla bermulanya a soul whom now we called Ruziana @ Qhloe...cewahhhh...

Am indeed really proud 2 be a tagahas...im kiulu by blood, im km by heart...

Hayao Miyazaki

2007-11-15T18:37:00.000-08:00

Dated ..... - Evacuated and edited from Come What May

I'm a fan of Hayao Miyazaki since I first bought Spirited Away. I'm taken away by his marvellous animation & stories since that. I paint my fantasies in dreams but Hayao paint them in films. I have keep most of his great animation so it came to me eventually that there are similarities & continuity in each of his story. But what i found most is that he prone to girl character, between the age of 10-12. I wonder if any of this coincidence do related to his personal life. Perhaps they represent of his first love memories during childhood. Or the daughters he never had. Even in most of the girls' faces are all looks the same to me.

These are the similarities occurs:
-opening theme of nausicaa & laputa
-faces of the girls (nausicaa vs laputa vs totoro vs kiki)
-faces of the boys (nausicaa vs laputa vs my neighbour totoro)
-faces of the old women (my neighbour totoro vs spirited away vs nausicaa)
-the creature cat-squirrel (laputa vs nausicaa)
-the in-the-cloud scenes (nausicaa vs laputa)
-the fat cat (the cat returns vs )

Why do I like his artworks? It's becuz we share the same interests:
His passion of the English lifestyle/fashion/architecture/culture
Prairie landscape, w flowers everywhere
Water landmarks: Stream, brook, fountain (I luvvvvv....waterrrrr!)
Secret garden feature (& he did it beautifully...amazing..!)
Nature especially the forest & countryside views
He's an animal lover, he nv 4get to feature 1 in any of his film

Banggi Island

2007-11-15T18:23:00.000-08:00

Dated 11th July 2006 - Evacuated and edited from Come What May

10th July 2006: my 1st time in banggi...first timer riding a home-made boat...first time 2 cross the ocean...but, wallaaaa...happy 2 announce that i'm free from that deadly (LOL) seasickness ;))) suda melapor diri d sk padang banggi, huuuuuuu...a bit of regret lingered around me but have 2 b brave cuz i'm after the money after all... LOL... ROOOOAAARRRRR!!!...i'm really alergic 2 money, u know...LOL!!! but i do pay tithe ba...

lemme tell u bit bout the journey...i took off from bandau (i prefer bandau 4 km) around 8.00 o'clock am & reached kudat by 9.10 am...where i met winnie, my colleague 2 sk padang, & whom told me a little nightmare...supposed there's a ferry at 9 but the ferry was out of service, so we've 2 board a home-made boat! 2 cut a long story short, we embarked 2 banggi @ 1.00 o'clock sharp..hmmm...punctuality! pas 2 masa dlm kapal met guys (tah...seem they are gaining profit fr projects in banggi) yg melalut pasal pugai balabak(!)... terngiang d pikiran, advices fr a sweet online acquaintance about not to wear make-up & just wear the beautiful rag i have...heard the story but listening isn't believing, & i know & always aware that God is by my side...& at this moment realised that sk padang isn't as easy as we've heard..that the distance fr karakit 2 padang isn't 30 minutes or shorter but can exceed 2 1 hour...so dalam 3 jam setengah dalam kapal 2 sa mula imagine bout the school we'll be teaching..on my mind, the school is near the sea (bulila jalan2 p beach kunu! then tpikir pla, silap2 nti kena kacau, nda jadi berangan indah...), that the school has a neat & gracefully designed miniature garden with a trimmed field...tapi angan2ku dispoilkan oleh "sakitnya pantat duduk dlm kapal 3 jam setengah 2!" crammed dr pinggang spi feet bah..mo berengsot pun susa..punyala crowded 2 kapal, maybe ada more than 40 ppl la dlm 2 kapal including children... the weather petang 2 is beautiful so ndala teruk kapal melambung..kira smooth jala... but bloody hell!!! punyala slow 2 kapal moving...i was sitting facing the bengkoka peninsula, npk cam 1 spot of the scenery = ja dlm an hour... i think kalau sa terjun & went for a swim (of course i like swimming), sempat lagi kejar 2 kapal balik...hehehe..i even think, kalu sa swim duluan lg sa spi d banggi...LOL...lain kali bawa sendirila kusyen ni pengalas pantat klu naik kapal la... klu ginila,hiiiii...sanggup sa naik feri although ferry is expensive than naik kapal...ooh ya! remember tu Malay bcrita = ni kawan dia psl TORNADO DI KUDAT tu (pics enclosed in My Photos section), sa dengar nda dengar ja time derang bcerita sb bikin gogor ginawo ja mo dgr 2 suma, sudala sedang low esteem mo sampai Banggi. Bila sa suda nampak tu pics tornado baru tpikir kedahsyatannya..bayangkan kalu dia moved like American tornado tu, habis kena sapu pekan Kudat+Banggi... duiiiii...yoooo....palis2!!! But is it really a tornado?! or juz some rare phenomenon? anybody out there can explain?

finally, we reached banggi almost 4:30 pm..2 pun b4 banggi limpas 1 pulau tah-tia-tau yg igtkan banggi suda mula2, sebab muka sa mcm monster da kali 2 nda sabar2 lg spi sebab sa mcm mo terberak suda, crammed kaki suda...skali spi d jeti, sa heranla napa jeti dia tinggi sangat... rupanya laut sedang surut, skali even closer 2 d jetty the more sakit jiwa me mo turun dr kapal...& rasa saat 2la kapal 2 move the slowest! bila kapal da spi jeti & igtkan adala org kasi turun tangga supaya senang kami naik p jeti..rupanya have 2 climb the jetty yg walaupun tinggi dia takat climb guas biabas...tapi sa pakai baju kurung bah... 2la bsemangat tul p melapor diri ni..isshhh, manala sa tau, sepa suruh talampau optimistic... geography is already past thing ba, bah x islander who cares to mind the nature's clock of pasang surut bo.. so waited till almost evry1 was up onto the jetty b4 my turn - hantam ja masa 2, paduli derang terpukau nampak kakiku yg putih melepak this, paduli nampak santut - theres no turning back of not to climb this one, have 2 climb the obstacle... since ada semangat climb yg tiba2 teruja ni, ringan ja ba badan sa climb, few seconds ja suda spi atas jeti, nah....kannnnn...who says im fat! if im really were, i wouldnt have reach the jetty...LOL.. my sisters keep teasing me getting chubby when in fact my guy friends are admiring it, that's a COMPLIMENT!hahaaaa....;)))

so, we continue w the journey, we are not in sk padang yet, we've arrived @karakit aka banggi town.. so we need 2 find a transport 2 sk padang, after paying RM5 for the kapal, winnie asked the local there which led us 2 a man known as "haji" who conducts transportation business 2 maliyu with his toyota hilux..as ladies we've given privilege to sit inside the "inner chamber" ;p while waiting 4 the vehicle to take off, i managed 2 take glimpses of the surrounding..theres a hospital uphill, police station, mosque, a row of restaurants, a small resort: i can see they built a house on top of a tree (err.., is it an "asam jawa" tree?), phone booth, bus stop..2 rows of groceries...

this is after the boat ride story.. which is the 2nd phase of my travel. on d way 2 sk padang, u passed smk banggi, sk batu layar & sk limbuak darat, is it all or did i miss any? i forgot. it took another hour 2 reach sk padang, now we knew that, sk padang is actually situated in a village called maliyu & that padang is the name of another village somewhere around maliyu. and that the village is indeed at the seaside, i can hear the rustling of the waves. upon arriving i was really exhausted, i could nearly fainted even for a smile, i lost mood 2 talk, all i wanna do was 2 lie down..but alas! since nobody there knew bout our arrival so theres x proper place such as a place called house...all we found was a store..hehehe...adakah ruma guru derang kasi jadi stor tayar..so that nite, we slept @ one of the teacher's house..

but, wanna know what came 2 me as surprises upon reaching SK PADANG, BANGGI?!!! zeng..zeng...zengggg!!! first, i thought we came 2 a wrong place cuz the school compound was terrible! with its field with long grasses enough 2 supply hundred buffaloes for 10 years!!! ;} there are even several cows grazing, no fence, no beautiful miniature garden! there are only 2 rows of school building, ada terkopak2 lg tu dinding building dia, 2 semi-detached teacher's housing (ada 4 housesla altogether) aduhaiiiii....x wonderla we've warned to consume drugs to prevent dengue & untut, camana la nyamuk x conquer klu berserabut camtu...i thought it was a graveyard pun ada ;p cheh! sampai hati bagi kami info tula sekolah plg cantik d banggi, sot! koiman-iman nopo sa, sempat winnie ty sa, mo go onka? ikutkan sa mmg sa x mo tp, MONEY RULES...(actually i need 2 settle my university loan so that's y i'm in dire need 4 money to repay 'em la...plus...ble kawin suda, LOL!!!) pas tu time ni derang bilang peralihan ke musim angin barat so...PANASSSSSS.... tomod2 O!!!... mcm kena masuk dlm karung ja... i used to complain how hot & dry bandau is, lg teruk d maliu, banggi...gorong ja dekat laut tp angin sepoi2 pun x.. sudala x karan (tp masa tu i saw the solar board outside, waiting 2 be installed & operated, bilang derang this week mo kana install), clean water supply problem (juz hoping its raining all the time, klu x, harap perigi ja...dulu zaman kurus kering adala alasan x tenaga mo angkat baldi, skg zaman chubby but mengancam ni... (says my guy friends) alasan dia lumbogon+malas pla la...;p teda cellular phone signal lg (kunu klu d beach ada line dr polipin tp x dpt call, klu btl line polipin mesti auto roaming kan, ka derang yg x tau kod 2 dial d number..) hehehe ;p sala tukang komplen NO.1...

the next morning (11th July 2006), we woke up around 4 o'clock dawn to catch up the 5 o'clock "haji's hilux"..excited mo balik ni...sebab we've not done our medical check up yet...mao hantar tu borang p PPG lg, mo angkat barang keperluan lg...& kali ni kami ikut kapal jam 7 lebih (ferry's still O:O:S)...pagi laut suda pasang so paras air laut tinggi dia hampir sama paras with the jetty: punyala jauh beza paras pasang vs surut ni! kali ni, d sea was a bit rough & kami yg bukan islander ni.. mestila kecut perut juga ba..tapi makin melambung tu kapal ke kiri-kanan-atas-bawah, makin pula sa rasa mo tidurrr.. memang sa nokodop pun hehehe ;p mcm kana "rock-a-bye-baby" ja ;p

~rock-a-bye baby..., in the tree top, when the wind blows, the cradle will rock, when the bough breaks, the cradle will fall, and down will come baby, cradle and all....~

kali ni juga, kuat angin so sejuknyaaaaa...although I wore long sleeved tshirt. lain kali have 2 bring sweaterla this... & kapal kali ni a bit faster than the yesterday's tapi bising sampai mo pekak sa...sampai kudat jam 9 lebih, still bosuk-bosukon ni dek bunyi 2 kapal..;{}

Eve of Journey To Banggi Island

2007-11-15T18:05:00.000-08:00

Dated 08th July 2006 - Evacuated and edited from Come What May

Shoot! It's a nite sleep b4 heading 4 banggi...i'm starting 2 pack my luggage (juz small luggage bah)..i think i only need few garment..moreover, on tuesday i'll go back here again 4 mc, so other necessities i'll bring later la... i'm still heck nervous...nervous cuz am anxious of the surrounding there...who knows, there's x proper water supply & i need 2 take bath in open air at the river or well, kinda things like that...huhuhuuuuu....nobody can guess if there's peepers out there...since i've a fair complexion by genetic..;p..& i'm afraid i'll attract the "flies"...palis-palis!!!

but i hope i'll like the surrounding there though, that i may find comfort & peace there...& even inspiration, who knows i'll stumble with superb ideas to write a great book...which is one of my wishlist...;)))

Best Destinations In Borneo

2007-11-14T04:43:00.000-08:00

*Under Construction

Tunku Abdul Rahman Park (Manukan Island, Sapi Island, Gaya Island)
Kinabalu Park World Heritage Site & Mount Kinabalu
Poring Hot Spring

Padas Rafting
A journey riding on a classic North Borneo train. Enjoy the bathe and just pretend you can swim. Not for the chicken-hearted. Seriously, it already claim many lives. Just ONE advise, NO slippery tongue, plz... And not too much laughing. Headhunters are all gone in Borneo but mothernature is still hunting.

Kiulu Rafting
Danum Valley
Simpang Mengayau, Kudat - Tips of Borneo
Kudat Rungus Longhouse
Sepilok Orang Utan Rehabilitation Centre, Sandakan
Selingan Turtle Island, Sandakan
Lankayan Island, Sandakan

Kinabatangan River, Sukau, Sandakan
Why did Borneo's elephant shrink? Nobody knows. Even there is no local word for elephant in any of the tribes in Borneo. Meaning, those elephants are not a Borneo origin. But here in Sukau they rule. See 'em, you are a real one lucky guy. See a wild orang utan, you'll jump like a kid. Watch Proboscis monkeys and it is who is watching who, lol! Beware of the crocodiles, though and you are not supposed to kill 'em cause they are relatives of the Sungai tribe. No kidding! Ask them when you get there. And oh, say my hi to the leeches. Lol!

Mataking Island
Mabul Island
Kapalai Island
Sipadan Island
Tambunan Rafflesia Centre
Maliau Basin - Sabah's Lost World
Pulau Tiga - Location of US TV Reality Show - Survivor
Mulu Caves
Niah Caves
Kelabit Highlands

Banggi Island
Discover a black beach. Swim with turtles. Enjoy the view of a magnificent waterfall. Have a tete-a-tete with the unique Bonggi people. Dare to challenge the most dangerous charm ever. Once you've drank their water, you'll never forget 'em and worst, your children will, too.

My Fave Poem

2007-11-14T02:51:00.000-08:00

The Difference

I got up early one morning
And rushed right into the day;
I had so much to accomplish
I didn't take time to pray.

Problems just tumbled about me
And heavier grew each task;
Why doesn't God help me, I wondered.
He answered, "You didn't ask."

I wanted to see joy and beauty,
But the day toiled on, gray and bleak;
I wondered why God didn't show me
- He said, "But you didn't seek."

I tried to come into God's presence;
I used all my keys at the lock;
God gently and lovingly chided,
"My child, you didn't knock."

I woke up early this morning
And paused before entering the day;
I had so much to accomplish
That I had to take time to pray.

~Grace L. Naessens

A Tribute For My Ancestry

2007-11-07T03:46:00.000-08:00

My maternal great grandparents

Wonder how many heirloom did it take to get this photo taken back then? Staring at this newfound bit of treasure got me into puzzles of mind. How old are they when this moment was frozen? I can see that my great grandmother (I would prefer to refer her by "Tidi"; in Dusun dialect means mother) is even not into her full puberty yet cause her small breast is obvious, and she's already married? Was she getting her period already when she surrendered herself to a matrimony? Oh, and that is how a Tagahas costume should look like. I remember now how Taki describe it - long sleeve and knee length sarong. It is indeed different from Kadazan costume we imitate these days. Yeah, this is the real costume of Tagahas. But I just cannot deny that I do resemble from my Tidi's look - those round sharp eyes and pointed mouth. She is also once a priestess who live long enough to see her great grandchildren including me. Yea...it is coming back to my memory now, no wonder she used to stare at me without a wink, I really resemble like her, she must be very proud. If only I was older at those time so I can ask her to teach me to do charms. You cannot say I am superstitous but hey..these days there are so many beast masked as a human, only magic should banish them. She was a priestess. And is that why she got to learn black magic, because of her facial feature?

Prelude

2007-11-06T21:59:00.000-08:00

Cheers to my 1st step of mankind...lol...to venture into broader signal of humanity...lol... Anyway, am not into bluffing...but rather to share & dare..

A Note From Borneo

Stardust

Politics Makes Me Prejudice

Ikut-ikut dan Diikut-ikut Tapi Tia Terikut-Ikut

Things Only Mom Can Teach

All About Eve

Joyful, Joyful, We Adore Thee

Recipe

10 Signs You Are The New Age Seventh-day Adventist

Lawrish & Freclee's Wedding

On The Spur of The Moment

Long Time No Questions!

Who loves rumours?

RIP

I Always Have Time For These

Sobbing

I Think I Had Enough

Lalala..I'm Doing It Again...

4 Things You Never Knew Your Mobile Phone Could Do

The Chronology of Qhloevert

Mount Kinabalu - The Real Meaning

What Every Sabahan Should Knows

My Dream Wedding

The Real Story of Snow White

Jessica Folcker - I Do

50 First Reactions

I Wonder Why I Love To Do This So Much....

Becoming Queen of Questions

Take-5 & Have A Banana Smile

Must See Video - In commomerating of GE 8.3.2008

Non-Muslim Bumis Is Endangered?!

Yet Another.....Bring It On!

General Election Day - 8th March 2008

I'm Always Free For This...Ah-huh!

Gimme' More!

Afternoon Naps

Here We Go Again....

More Questions!

A Politician VERSUS Hell or Heaven

Doing It Again

You'll Never Walk Alone

I Really Like Doing This

God Made Dogs & Pigs, Too

My Life Begins At 30

Epilepsy

Sometimes I Wonder Is It More Than A Mere Headache

My Story

Rain and Tears

Gongxi Fa Chai

Chewing Boredom 2nd Sequel

On Xmas Day

Chewing boredom

The Most Sexiest Man Alive - Uggghhh, Forget Tom Cruise

Step Inside A Secret Garden

Traditional Food of Tagahas

My Dream Wedding

Wish List of Mine ;)))

An Evening of The Unsung Reunion

Banggi Second Edition : The Truth

My hometown KM vs Kiulu (and Lotter)

Hayao Miyazaki

Banggi Island

Eve of Journey To Banggi Island

Best Destinations In Borneo

My Fave Poem

A Tribute For My Ancestry

Prelude